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Thursday, January 21, 2010 oh yesh, i am FINALLY posting. stupid internet. okay i forget what happened few days ago, blame it on the internet. Tuesday... Err....PW was AWESOME. i tink i rly rawk HAHAH. linking kpop wif S1 orientation! and will be interviewing 1person frm 1IT. hmmm...who leyh? HAHA and topaz clan oso! Yea yea, hmmm...But tues was kinda BORING day srsly omg. DARREN SPEAK CANTO DAMN PRO SIAHHHH~ And we held hands and skipped. Omg, mummy bring son to shopping and get so excited. RETARDED AND CHILDISH. Wed... PE was discus. Oh i suck in it. next wk will be 2.4km run. oh fuck it man. life sucks ): HCL du bao. HAHAHA SHINee stand by me LOL Hmm...i forget liao. Pon msp.(bad girl) played TRUTH and TRUTH wif darren, chanel, wqing, jade, iris, lingjun, limli. Iris nth to dig wan . no fun at all :( HAha baba's was fun, but i feel kinda bad (guilty?) hmm...yea HAHAH i promised chanel so i will only tell the toilet bowl, and flush it away! HAHAHA CDC was fine. Dongyu came!! woottttsss~ all thanks to me and siyu. oh we rawk pwnxed. Yea...home wif jocelyn talk talk here and thr. HAHA the hotdog luncheon meat was quite nice(: Then then then...nth else liao luhh. Today was like tues, sian. HCL did the gong han. Hmmm...nth rly special. got so fedup wif the class tee thingy. oh shit, mustn't lose my composure agn. Then aft sku did the notice board. i tink it's awesome srsly(: HEHEHE. 2hrs 80% completed. coz no mre thumbtacks and double sided tape so bo choice, tmrw then cont HAHAH. finally it's gna be out yea. LOL WILL LIKE list? HAHA sibei kewt horx. HAHA. i tink the feeling is like rly gone now. Coz i dun feel kinda sad now. even i listen to emo song i dun feel sad. maybe coz we dint spend much time tgt now liao. HAHAH. but nvm, it's a great thing right? awesome rouying(: heheh. LOL. hmmm... Don't think i wna patch nw. a wk ago i wanted, but nw i don't tink i wan it anymre. It's kinda great to be single now. HAHAHA. but i am still looking for hot guys and put it on my WILL LIKE list. hehhe wanqing!!! SHERWIN ISN'T LIKAI-ish. Stop insulting Sherwin omg. HAHA. and dun bully him when he is in guitar hor! Chanel, ur standards too high liao luhh. Sherwin is okay alright. HMMM....yea yea. maybe sherwin will be in my will like list? HAHAH lollll~ lame. YEa yea tmrw my korean course starting!!! HEHEH!!! yay! awesome anot? HAHAH im sorry darren. HAHAHA btw, i'm posting in the comp lab nw. coz of the fcking internet of mine @ hme. LOL so today i will be having my korean course! yay!! Labels: I dun feel that way now I (heeartzx) Hp niu nai(:(:
Monday, January 18, 2010 HAHAHA okay(: I fixed my niu nai!!! Section meeting. New blk duty for nxt 2 wks. paid 15$ for section tee Collected toilet rolls like an Ah Sou I damn happy okay. Niu nai is Jkai erzi give one. ELT was boring except for the linpei thing LOL EL debate was awesome~ I tink i rawk(: ART was fine. called me, i dk hw to answer shit it Lunch no duty! woots~ HCL was boring omg HOMEC practical. cook finish, threw away, no time it. taste nice, but i dun like it. gross. Hmm...Yea...then assembly. I DROPPED MY NIU NAI. i damn sad. went back to grand audi frm class to find niu nai. On the way keep saying:"NIU NAI!!!" iris pekcek. luckily no one took away my niu nai . PHEW. HEHE went hme, chiong hmewrk. i dint do geog. hais. very diff to find oh damn hahah err.... I fixed my niu nai, and it's lighting up agn(:(: cheeerrrrsss~ HEHEH. yeaps. i done the awesome awesome bk. but the tape looks weird. HAHA hmmm yeah...gtg. (; byes love. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL HAWTTIE oh btw, this is the handphone strap.  AND THIS IS NIU NAI!!  Labels: oh damn fuck off It's over, and i know i will let go.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 Hi all~ WOW. i dint post for 4 days! HAHA ! So rare omg. And i dun seem to rmb what happened this few days...okay...i will just say what happened without saying the dates okay (: Hmmm... -This few days i cried over and over agn... -Was super early for section 0 duty. -Chiong alot, and knew hw to do this and almost everything abt sect 0 duty -Dint had a chance to do pledge(regret) raised flag. -Siyu counselling me for like over and over agn -Err....Chinese lesson had the miyu thing. failed == -Eng had debate. I sound so ah lian ah hui, so singaporean english -History short "skit" was kinda great. bang bang chu chu train! -Went to PP, jack's place was awesome -The scrapbk is kewl -HAHA hpefully a surprise. -Erm hmewrk starting to flood alr. -CCA was fine. Wed is do the juben. angel theme story so emo -Fri 1IT had UG experience, so went to folo the boys and gals. -Folo-ed the boys to NCC, then the cher ask me why am i the only gurl -So ps. -CDC was abt script agn. -Punished to do 40 squats. -10 excos "confronting" me. -Cried in frnt of them, so paiseh -I got kicked out of section 0. -Dint rly noe the reason -Got scolded by excos coz of the comments on fb -notice board polaroid theme -Eduasve scholarship 650$ -Signed up for korean course alr -Know what to buy for Jkai(i guess) -Mrs indra wan change my pw! argh~ coz we are top students. crap luhh -Went to Bugis wif iris today -Shopped ard. -Bgt things at body shop and oso for darren. (i feel so mean) -Wanted to buy the rubi shoe, but in the end dint. -At Iluma took the talk talk escalator. freak out -Got a shoe shop the sneakers damn chio -Went topshop, the paris red shirt damn chio. but no smaller size ): -another grey wan oso damn chio. Too exp, and too big. hais. HIHIHI all, Yea, I got kicked out of Section 0, but i don't think it's i'm not capable. Is section 0 isn't worth for me staying alright(: I can still excel without section 0 since section 0 is filled with sc politics that i heck care. Hmm...I'm absolutely alright. I cried nt because i got kicked out, is because i feel very stupid and foolish, trying so hard for smth that won't give me anything. And the excos intimidating me I dun agree with them, but they are excos. Nvm. HAHA. life is lidat, maybe 2010 is just a suckish yr for me. I'm gng to try IP and get out of this place okay(: I know you guys are supporting me, i won't give up. I'm not so easily defeated, trust me, i got greater things to do. Thanks Siyu, Iris, Wqing, Pris, Chanel, Xqing, Debbie, Riady, Faith, Feng Yu, Zhiqi, Tan Winnie, Lixian, Jacinda, Jade, XinHao, Fangyu, YouJin. Maybe it's just only a cheer up, but it means alot to me, srsly. Thank you my friends, i know all of you will always be by my side. Oh great. HAHA i like this man. A NOTE OF CAUTION : This is just a gentle reminder that Section Zero is no place for backstabbing or egoistic attitude. I shall define egoism as self-indulgence and conceit, someone who is only devoted to his/her own advancements and interests, even if it is at the expense of others.Debi, the Top 6 and I will not tolerate any of such nonsense. Just for your information, just in case there are any misunderstandings, Li Kai is still under probation, just as the rest of the Sec 2s are. Hi, i love to be ego ur problem arh? U my lao pei or lao bu? fuck off luhh. I love to back stab ppl u will die arh? humji. whatever. ask me spare the sarcasm, u are being sarcastic too. i like to self indulge, why u care? You fucking jealous or wat sia. You wan tolerate or not, you tink i care? yea yea whatever. We probation for so long, he leyh? 3 days? fucker. Want say me then say me luhh! coward sia. You think ur section 0 so wonderful RACHEL? still bias like fucking hell can. i be in ur section, then i disgrace. oh fuck. why am i getting so agitated over this kind of bitch? lame. Labels: hi bitch. humji go fuck a loser like him luhh You can dun love me, but u can't control me loving you
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 hihi. back. Ohkay...hmm...today was quite an okay day luhh...but yea, i can't help crying agn. HAHAH. LOL. Today's duty suck omg. so sian. hard time to clear the bkshop. shit it. Geog lesson super energy draining. Yea...PW was quite okay, but it seems kindda stress man. gosh. and then....hmm...i cried, aft sku. Aft knowing some inside news frm siyu. Yea yea, replacing me wif lk. HAH. lame choice, and cfm wrong choice. I will prove to those who made this decision that i'm capable of being a section 0 member and i will outshine them in 3 days. 3 days, just give me 3days, and i will prove to all of you. Ppl reading my blog shall witness my success with me okay(: Then Siyu called Yangjun to clarify smthsss~ well, HAHAh, i bet u guys noe the answer, but lemme tell you, i will not give up coz of wat yangjun say. And boys are stupid, throw stones at them. I will win you guys. (: 3days, and i bet u guys will cry. Hmm...yea...cried on the way, coz i scared it's a futile attempt. ate donuts @ donut empire. oh man, it's a torture. Cried agn oh gosh. HAHA. LOL. I will still love you even if u doesn't okay(: I noe it's kindda stupid, but haha, isn't love is blind? Maybe aft i let it go, then i will find a ne bf(: Yeaps. AND OMG SRSLY, DONG YU IS SUPER SHUAI. SAD SHE IS A GURL, IF NOT I WILL JIO HER! OMG SIA. MAYBE I LES I WILL WOO HER OSO. SHE IS JOINING CDC! YAY! the way she fix her fringe is so omg~~ *swooned* HAHA Yea. Bus-ed wif siyu to kallang. Hmmm..... oh ya, she told me some secrets.~ so fun. HAHA i can tell that he is d e s p o HAHa. sad case ): yeaps. lolllllll~ I walked in the rain, coz i like the feeling. yeaps. lazy to open umbrella too~ Home. hmmm... YEA YEA I AM GNG TO PANG SEH IRIS TO JOIN KOREAN COURSE~~ yay!!! (:(:(:(: finally a little happy. Okay yea, thanks my friends, siyu, iris, xqing, priscilla, chanel, wanqing and all~ HAHA i'm feeling very down coz of sect 0 thing..but yea. hopefully aft this wk, and gd news come, i will be happy agn. But if sad news, then omg, i'm sry, i will emo agn. HAHA. no mre happy go lucky yea~ no mre enthu ppl~ i will just pia all the way. Okay.... Siyu, plz go be a full time counsellor. i will be ur first customer~ (: Labels: hoping that you still like me. emo SECTION 0 SECTION 0 SECTION 0!!
Monday, January 11, 2010 WELL, I TINK I'M RLY GNA BE KICKED OUT. EXPECTED IT. THIS IS JUST MY LIFE. Hais. 2010 is sucha lousy yr for me...Bad things keep happening to me... So unfair alright. I'm gng to get sacked by section 0. While someone pop out frm no whr, no nid probation, nvr learn a damn thing, confirm in, while we still have to wait till this wk then can noe who is getting in. Fuck man. Well, i'm sacked so? what that make me feel so unfair is coz someone can just get in lidat. well, i know that this world is nvr fair, but why must it be unfair till that extend? what had i done wrong? Not like i'm not as capable as him, not like he is smarter than me or whatsoever but just why? Ppl are like so fucking bias man. I bet i can do 10times btr than him, but no one gives me a chance to prove myself! Why? Is he so much btr than me? Is he so much smarter than me? Why does seniors like him so much? Why does seniors always give him chance?! WHY THERE IS NO ONE THAT GIVES ME A CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF?! HELL IT, i'm gna get sacked. No motivations to move on. this world is so bias. I tot something is gna be gd this yr, but it turn out to be a double impact shit it. OH YA, SOME PPL WHO ARE SO CHILDISH, LOVE TO FIGHT DUTY WITH ME. LAME ASS. NOT LIKE YOU VERY PRO OR WAT. YOU LIKE TO PATROL SECOND FLOOR RIGHT? LET YOU PATROL LUHH. HUMJI, FIGHT WIF GURL. SC IS SO EMBARRASSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU WITH LOW IQ AND EQ IN SC. HAIS. Labels: i know im much btr than you bugger Give Me A Call Baby Baby
Sunday, January 10, 2010 It have been almost 5 days, but the pain have nt lessen, but it just hurt more and more when the day past by. I'm addicted to 8282 cause I'm waiting for someone special to call, but that will not happen. Have the urge to call/sms you, but i have no idea what to say, i was afraid that you would just blast all of a sudden. When I see your name at the Chat list, I feel like chatting with you, but i didn't. When i dint see your name in the chat list, I start to miss you and wonder what are you doing. It seems that I am able to relate everything to YOU. Idk why am I still thinking abt YOU, trying to hard to forget, but it's impossible. Can YOU just do something that will let me hate you forever? So that I can forget all the sweet times we had tgt, and lastly, forget abt you, forget abt the pain, forget abt tearing, forget abt.....Just forget all the troubles. I hate myself for loving you so much. I just need a call/sms from you that show concern....Well, it somehow contradict what i said...Make me hate you, make me hate you, cry in front of you, and all these pain will end... hold me, tell me, call me.... I badly want to hear those sweet stuffs agn....I badly want to hug you agn...I badly want to hold you hand.....Just once....Once would be enough... (I STILL WONDER WHETHER HEAVEN IS A PARADISE, LET ME SEE IT) Morning ate roti prata, was awesome HAHA. Spammed sugar. SWEEEETTTT~ I'm down, nid mre sweet stuffs. Then went to raffles thr, go bai kong zi wif my mum, aunt, uncle and cousin. yea. And thr were like a sec3, a sec 4 guy frm cchms, but idk them who cares. upper sec ppl. Then went to Maxwell thr to eat. JinLi drive us thr. OMG, so scary. HAHA. Not bad luhhh....But kinda scary coz dun trust her :P Ate the curry rice...okay nia...but the pork chop's awesssooommmeeee~ Okay... hmm..yea. Let me hate you...... Labels: i want to hold your hand for one last time. Just answer all my doubts, will you?
Saturday, January 9, 2010   ]So this is a heart==   i agree the grping thingy sucks  KEWT!  for my art-.-  yuck, but i love it(:  nice  taken during homec, coz i was TOO BORED. shannon's  photos taken this wk. Oh lame. Today was PTC and cca orientation. Reported for duty, shit, damn hard to find blazer that i can wear-.- Then i do LY alone, i feel so proud of myself. LOL. Yeaps. the sandwiches look tempting. Wear blazer damn hot. Lower sec boys wore long pants too. Khe liang doesn't look weird, i'm so amazed! :P Okay...duty ovr but 11.15 must go back agn. Went to CDC thr, shout scream watsoever. Then went to find 1IT, found them at the hall. Huijun say they very notti. Whr got, IT is hyper, not notti(: Then folo-ed them ard for awhile, kip asking them to join cdc, but it was dao-ed== Hmm...then go lt1, talk talk for awhile crap crap. Then went to canteen, go guitar thr. OMG, sherwin's joining guitar. holy shyt. HAHA yea yea. have to go back for duty. stand thr collect forms. BORING like dk wat. then suddenly parents all come out at the same time. so many ppl o.0 Hmmm....yea. z. nth much to say. Err...waited for iris' dad for 1hr. HAHA. tompang me to tampines. Met my mum, ate pastamania. not as nice as i tot it would be. Then home, coz i was rly damn tired. Hmm...did my compo, and half way of art. I shall do maths and biji ltr. so guai. Hais. Idk what i had done wrong? Why? Can't he just stay away from me? Why can't he just talk abt other things? Why must he make my life so miserable when it's alr so miserable? Why? Why doesn't it turns out as i wanted it to be? Why must he say that on purpose? WHy must it be today? He knw that and he done it on purpose Why? Dint i told you i dun bear? Why must i put up a strong front when i knw i could not handle it? Why can i nly cry in frnt of my comp? Why can't a just cry infront of you, you and you? Why izit so hard to find someone that understands me well enuf? Izit cause i'm too domineering? too petty? too insensitive? too arrogant? Why am i still crying over you? Why am I regretting for making this choice? Why do i still like you when i made the decision? Why does everything seem so screwed? Does it rly matters so much whether you win anot? Why am i so stubborn? It is just a matter of time? Why am i still struggling when i knw that it is impossible? I still feel the same, do you? Idk what to do now, can you tell me? If i have to sacriface everything for this answer, i won't mind. Is that really what you wan? I'm stuck in a maze. Thr's always a way out in a maze no matter hw complicated it is. But is my maze an exceptional one that have no way out, or am I lying to myself that this is a maze with no way out? If this is a usual maze, then show me the way out. I want to see the light agn, i dowan to be in this total darkness that would nvr come to an end....someone tell me hw...and i only noe YOU can give me the answer.... Is heaven rly a paradise? Ms tan: wat makes u think of that question? Me: dk. (actually i noe the answer to it.) Ms tan: hmm.. well, heaven and hell exists in your heart Me: heaven seems to be a kewl kewl place Ms tan: if u have no problems, then the place is heaven.. but there's always problems because human beings have desire. so there's no such place as heaven.. (desires....yes...i have my own desires, that's why i'm in this state. ) Me: lol. HAHA. then wat abt hell? Ms tan: hell means a place where there are always sufferings . eg: a person can have family problems, r/s problems, work problems all occuring at the same time, so that itself is a state of hell it may not be a physical place .(i agree....not a physical place...I think i'm living in hell now...bad things happening all at the same time...tell me what to do?) Me: heaven sounds like a paradise. i wan to go thr. Ms tan: as u have said " sound like" means may not be Me: so i nid go thr and see whether it's true. even it isn't at least i had a try(: HAHAHAHAH Ms tan: there's no way u cna go there.. unless u die.. but nobody will know whether thre'e heaven and if u really tried and found it, how are u goin to inform people on earth?? (That's the point, i feel like dying. My heart is dead...Thr isn't a diff) Me: i dun nid to inform ppl on earth. i just wan to know whether thr's such a place...it's just an answer to myself... if thr's rly a place, it would be awesome Ms tan: but thats very selfish ma other ppl may also wan to know the answer Me: i'm one of those "other ppl" so i wan to know the answer by venturing it myself (: I wan to go to heaven...If I have to die in order to get to heaven, i dun mind. As long as i can free myself frm this torture, will sacriface anything... My live isn't worth much without YOU. Even if heaven is not a real place, when i die, i will be free frm these troubles...will someone just grant me this wish? Maybe i just need YOU. YOU are my heaven, Spending time with YOU is great. Without YOU, everything has a 180 degree change. YOU have gave me heaven, but YOU gave me hell too. If YOU nvr existed, what will happen? But YOU existed, i can't get YOU off my mind, YOU tell me what to do, cause YOU are my answer to it, but YOU don't know. Just YOU can tell me WHY and WHAT Labels: I love you too much until i lie to myself 1wk past!!
Friday, January 8, 2010 Oh yes, finally i survived thru 1wk in sku. still alive and kicking. Today... Morning. raised flag. i think i epic fail. shit. Then mr chua gladly read the wrote announcement, got full board~ Then ltr say no full board, walked to class, say have full board. Ask ppl to come down, called them etc. Sec3 chiong-ed down. But the ltr yangjun say:"There is actually no full board, so BYE BYE." oh holy crap. Then went back to class. Iris is being so hyper. And the pronouciation thingy was so retarded. Then hmm...HCL got mo xie. And then compo. finally bargain wif HLS until can bring home! Then recess. oh crap. i hate wushu rm. z. Then hmmm el lit lecture is LAME and boring. Maths worst. Proportion thingy is so lame. Art terrible. Draw until dk like what shit crap. like i care. LOL. just A1 it. HAHA. Yea. Then had cdc. b4 that went to get hsk result. HAHA. Not bad yea! 392/400!!! YAY YAY! $ nt wasted (: Then cdc. new instructor. Me and LimLi, self intro. movie scene. Ppl say damn funny. HAHA good (: Oh shit. I'm emoing agn. Things are getting so screwed up... what the heck do i deserve this. Oh fuck it man. I hate you and you for screwing up my life. I hate myself mre for letting u peeps to ruin my life. I hate this wk man. this wk is so so so terrible. Z. why must i make myself such an extra when ppl dun even appreciate it ? You are nt my whatsoever-.- I DUN LIKE YOU OMG. ppl ji xiao us doesn't mean anything alright. oh wtf. Stop acting smart like you are some person that is so awesome.. Shut the fuck up. I think I'm sucha failure okay. Idk why. Zzzzzz~ Can't help, but to cry agn. This is sucha bad way to start my yr. crying last yr, and still crying this yr. Hopefully, nxt wk is much btr. but that is not gng to happen. Labels: oh wtf u aren't that great sucker lazy~
Thursday, January 7, 2010 oh yes, i'm so lazy abt posting now. argh~ Nth rly much to post. Sku just boring. oh i changed seat. behind. shit. I love thumbtacks. thumbtacks are for thumb okay Hmm...ms teo teaches rly fast. Ms tan is getting mre and mre kan jiong. Ms sarah nt as funny as b4. Ms quek voice super soft, can't hear. And i can't get what she said into my mind. I'm so gng to flunk my eng. Hmm...yea. get to go home early today~ yay. but tmrw have cdc. oh sian . got instructor somemre. what a sad case. Hais. Enfg seems super boring. suddenly i tink Efg is so kewl. Reminiscing being a sec 1. Oh gosh. I feel like killing sherwin. z. omg. Yea. I wan to ji xiao him. but can't jixiao. oh shit it. Damn. life is getting so suckish. blue tmrw is nice. HAHA] oh yea. i'm depressed. coz sat i dint get the duty i wanted. parent's class counter, i wan be orientation booth 1IT derh!!! I want change wif huijun!!! DEPRESSION. omfg. hais. it sucks. Labels: thumbtacks are for thumb lost. idk why
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 sad, but yet not sad. lost and idk what to do. can someone tell me what shld i do? oh hell sherwin. i hate you too ): He is good[looking](:
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 Yea. Don't really feel like posting coz ytd de short story i tink it's kewl. Ppl haven't read go read, dun cry plz.(even though i own a tissue shop-.- i can't fax one to you) HAHA. Hmm...morning main gate jam, so have to walk in. And i'm super late for sect 0 duty. OMIGOSH. Yeam okay, ltr got full board. wif my ultimate nerd look, thr's no way i can get caught(: Then have lessons. Maths was boring, have watevr grping. shit it. Hcl was ok. HLS talk finish one prd, as usual recess duty smlj, boring like hell. oh, Homec was boring. the water damn ewww. Bio boring too Geog video de graphics damn GOOD. Then PW the talk nt rly interesting. OH YEA I GOT INTO CHUNG CHENG ON AIR! heheh. yea. err...quickly chiong lunch, then went to MSP. Was only settling the time....yea. So it's monday 4.15-5.30 Wed 2-3.30 HAHA yea. Sian. took 43, and Xqing was thr wif fungtein. mrt-ed down. HAHA went home yea. LOL. yeaps. tcher cheat us, but lucky i smart(: Yea. LOL. To iris: Sherwin rly not bad ley! Seriously!! OMG HAHAHAHAHA must understand tat cchms no shuai ge ): kehx, byesssss [edit] Sherwin is so damn bad. He make me heartbroken ): Well, he is too smart. So not fun shit it. BOOHOO. how can he treat his wonderful facil lidat. I'm hurt. He damn mean omg. [edit] I have another emo story hoho. i shall post it maybe on thurs? tmrw have facial appointment so i dun think have time to blog liao. yea...sad i noe. kehs bye ppl. Sherwin laughing at me coz i gladly answered his question in chinese during registration oh well. z-.- Labels: Oh yes he is Game Over
Monday, January 4, 2010 Okay, before i start my wonderful post, let me start wif an EMO story. Not that EMO aftall. But who cares. I'm being LAME. 我心里不知是喜是悲。应该是喜比较多吧，因为我终于明白。但是我宁愿这个道理我永远都不明白。。。。。。我不知从何时开始质问自己：“你在他心里其实真真地占据了什么地位？”自己想了很久，终于有了答案。这个答案让我一次又一次地欺骗自己 我很下心，对自己说：其实你在他心里一点儿也不重要，他根本不爱你。有了这个答案，我恨不得自己从来也没想过这个问题，恨不得自己是个单纯的三岁小孩，恨不得这只是一场可怕的噩梦！那这一切一切都不会使我的心如被一把锋利的刀给刺了，伤痛极了。此刻，我认为自己好愚蠢，笨的会一直说服自己他是爱自己的。一直在哪儿一厢情愿，掩耳盗铃，自欺欺人！为何一开始自己要越陷越深，使自己无法自拔！更可笑的是，自己却又执迷不悟！但今天，我终于醒悟了，终于想通了，终于明白自己又多么的愚蠢。是时候该放手了，只有潇洒地放开手才能得到解脱。这不只是对他的解脱，也是把围绕在自己的绳子给解开。。。。。。 woah. OH, I THINK I RAWK(: HAHA. okay...first day of sku. kindda okay. Went to G.O. and then sect 0 de seniors teach us many things luhh...but then i oso blur blur, so nvm . LOL. HAHA okay...hmm...then ltr got speech by mr chua, mr lo, mr soon and those who went for immersion prog in fudan. BORING man. i tink we spent like 2 hrs in the GA. i pity the sec1s. HAHA. finally we get to sit on the chair! WOOTSSSS~ Hmm...yea. Back to class, then is the comm thingy. Yea, SEAN and IRIS is the new chairman and v chair! HAHAH. me and yushui's clique in the saikang commitee! LOL. Special project comm. LOL. saikang comm. heheh. then is the notice board thing. oh shit, i haven't do the yesung. OMG. z. ltr must go do. oh great. i forgetten abt that. shitx. nvm. hmm...then got R&W aka charisma. LOL. played a damn lame game. ROCKING ROUYING! woots~~ Then ms sarah came in, oso played game. my question was damn lame shit it. okay. then home. nth much LOL. first day of sku ovr byes. HAHA yea. The new girl i tink nt kewt luhh! Jkai kip saying she cute== whatevr. she looked as if ppl offended her. OMG. hopefully her attitude changes and we can bond wif her! Oh ya, have to thank Jkai er zi for giving me the kewt kewt hadphone strap! I think the light rly damn kewl sia! but why sometimes light up, sometime wont? aww. saddened): nvm, still KAMSAHAMIDA~ Labels: heartbroken and never care SKU REOPEN!
Sunday, January 3, 2010 Yeaps. Today i spent 6hrs straight reading OUTSIDERS coz tmrw have lit. But then, the timetable changed, and thr isn't lit tmrw! OH FUCK. Then i realised i haven't bei the tang shi, so i went to bei. omg, things are so screwed up now. okay, today no mre diarrhea and watevr. that's great, i know. Eating porridge agn. SIAN. oh man. Okay, then i planned the duty, and i tink i'm so kind. I still go put colour so that it is easy to recognise. (: HAHA okay...hmm yea. Okay...Sch gna start, and i'm sec 2 liao yeaps, so the following points are my targets? okay sku reopen resolutions(: oh well who cares. 001. Streaming year, MUST PIA damn hard alr. 002. Dun Pon MSP/CCA! 003. Work hard for MSP!! 004. Be a guai kia, dun get SOP then tio sacked! 005. Must have fun wif sect 0 too! 006. Bond wif new classmate(s) 007. No last minute chiong work/last minute study test/tingxie blablahbla 008. No copying of answer in morning(I want oso cannot, sect 0 duty.) 009. Cut down on usage of comp which means, dun blog so frequently! 010. Dun be so crazy ovr kpop! 011. Have regular meals, dun skip anymre!!! 012. Don't spark anymore conflicts. 013. Make full use of time 014. Think of the stream I want and work towards it! 015. Must guai guai do duty 016. Don't spend so much money on UNNECESSARY stuffs(everything seems to be necessary to me LOL) 017. Stop being so obsessed ovr HIM 018. Stop losing things/dun be so blur 019. Stop complaining/grumbling or whatevr man. 020. JUST BE A GOOD GURL, LISTEN TO TEACHERS/PARENTS, BE HAPPY, DUN CRY SO MUCH, MAINTAIN THE GRADE AND GO TO THE STREAM I WANT! ok. HAHAH. HOPEFULLY i will keep to all these resolutions alright. hmmm....Have to reach sku @ 7.50 sian. tsk. other days must 7.05 i dou tink i can reach lorh...omg. sian okay some kewl pics from stumbleupon.com  Yes sick, i noe.     You sure this is reliable? LOL irony Labels: sect zero hais Z. Srsly i hate gng to hospital==
Saturday, January 2, 2010 Okay....Dint have a good slp last night, or shld i say, i dint even slp last night coz the damn pain is killing me== So my mum and i cabbed down to CGH, fish it, wait so long, i wan die of that pain liao larh. tmd. FINALLY man. Gave me 2 injections z. pain. okay, then rest 2hrs at the observation room or whatevr. Okay, i'm down wif Gastroenteritis(: very chim right? LOL. it's just stomach flu. HAHAHA. But i keep having diarrhea. The Dr. vnr give me medicine for diarrhea. NVM== So came home, i just slept. But then diarrhea. so dint have a gd slp too. OMG. -.- Hmm....Yea. Hopefully the diarrhea will stop, it's annoying. ): I have MC. 4/1/10 no nid go sku, which is the first day of sku. LOL. but i shall be a good girl and go sku right? HAHAHAs. okay. Riady kip asking me to go on9. == and he spammed my inbox. argh~ LOL Juniors are all so kewt. Labels: stomach flu argh HAPPY NEW YEAR! BOOMZX!
Friday, January 1, 2010 Yeps happy new yrrrrr~ RAWR! I'm trying to add 1IT ppl on fb, but apparently, idk their surnames so very hard to add-.- nvm. Today woke up, slack. parents back frm market. Then had my brunch? PUKE not nice. wtf. Then i watch tv watch until slp. wake up, went shopping yea. Went to niwa sushi and eat sushi LOL, wif miso soup too. I bgt some things luhh....rubebr bands..err...LIME GREEN DE WATCH! At Pop buy correction tape coz the old one dk throw to whr. It's oso lime green! MUAHAHAHA. err....got printer ink and the uni pen set which cost 20$ omg== Then went macs drink choco milkshake. Went to cut my hair(: okay And today i just spent it lidat. I wna watch bodyguards and assasins now. But nw like no time liao. Iris asked me to go watch, but then i cannot. SIAN. I feel like watching alright. Oh my gawd. okay nvm. Sku gna start, first day got el lit lecture liao. SIAN. omg. HAHAHAH okay. LY got ppl transfer frm CR. crap . FISH IT. nvm, byes Labels: shi yue wei cheng |
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