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That mash potato Rouying Rou means gentle, Ying means intelligent.That is why I am so cool Love me not, it's your choice, your decision. 15 going sweet 16 on 13 September. A pretty much typical virgo. ♥11V15. ///Polaroids/Photos/Cameras/Lollipop/Necklace/Polar Bears/YOU/// Follow me on Twitter, Stalk me on Facebook and chat me on MSN Once a Loyalty-ian, forever a Loyalty-ian<3 |
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Friday, July 30, 2010 What is a fake smile? What cause people to change? Why people change and why must you hate someone? Everyone change what. Omg. I hope I can
Thursday, July 29, 2010 HOHOHO school school and still school, so not much photos. Or shld i say, I cant even be bothered to upload all those long long overdued pix. Anyways, last posted was 25july, which means 4days ago. Isn't that bad alright? HAHAHA!!! Erm yeah test are like booooooommmmxxx~ Chinese test screwed cos i summarised the wrong paragraphs, like MANY of us. ): Crap. Physics screwed too, all cos of my awesome friend--careless boo Maths was fine, but i think i got my presentation screwed up again, like always? HAHAHAHA!! But other things quite okay. Oh yes, Mr Lim is hell boring omg. And he don't let us sleep in class, not even lying on my arms. ): omg suck suck ): And i don't like shermin. Cos she get to knw her VIP results first. Not fair ): BOOOO!!! Today was so so, quite slack. Especially hist!! Just talked about maple with yjin and darren~ WOO~ Only physics suck ttm, cos of __ ___ who dun let me slp in class wth!!!! Oh yes, i think i am getting lamer and lamer everyday, but i loooooovvveeee ittt~ Like playing trust game with Darren (: HAHAH so fun. But he let go, i cfm gg lahhhh!! but he baddie, lead me go bang whiteboard and chairs !!! so bad right this bf~~~ HAHA!! he carry me is so simply awesome lah ~ HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! And yah, another evidence of me being so lame, i wore two layers of jackets when my seat i not even cold. Lame enuf? HAHAHA Then went badminton with Darren, Yjin, Brandon, On chit, Wei Han, Yapary, Jolene and Adrienne. Oh yes ofcourse, I don't play cos i cant serve (So embarrassing LOL) Oh wow, darren beat brandon. He lucky lah duh! LOL! They play until so sweaty..... Yjin complaining sch uni play sweat alrdy very tight and sticky, hard to move which is agree and want to take off shirt wors. But he dint LOL! HAHAHA!! I don't mind if darren take off his shirt, just that i will laugh like forever!!! Laughing at his fats when he jump, the fats wobbleee!! HAHAH and he will get to so pissed off and wear back his shirt!!!! MUAHAHAHA! Went off with darren. He keep teasing me for being sadistic. Boo): But i laughed like mad. Oh yes, i am so lame cos i suddenly like playing knock knock joke with Darren!! HAHAHA!!! And Darren littered. He drop a big gulp cup while crossing a road. TSK. HAHAHA Anyways, I think I really admire Brandon. Youjin and Darren admire him too. He character so nice lah. I never see him angry at anyone before... And so kind. Really high EQ. He really very nice wors. His gf cfm very xing fu. HAHAHA!!! Tag will be replied in maybe a few more days? HAHA Please... sorry is not what i want
Sunday, July 25, 2010 halo(: im backkk. blogging with my phone now hahaha!! this few days was quite okayyy. hahaha ytd was awesome kk!! BHG got close door sales ofc, almst everything offer cannnnn!!! i bgt a new wallet (: B.U.M de.. 30% offer kk!! so it is quite cheap haha!! and ngt a converse sneakers too!! 30 percent off also you knw!!! only 48 for a converse sneaker!! im damnn happy you knw!! hahahah. i wanted buy a pair of shoes.. but no mre my size. ): super sad. dinner was quite awesomeeee. hahhaha. you knw i am sooo excited now abt decorating my bedroom??? any ideas what shld i put?? ofc i will not miss out photossss!! YAY DAMN HAPPY KK!! anyways. erm i think i get jealous easily nowadays and getting to paranoid and sensitive.. idk. it seems that i alrdy lost all my trust in everyone around me.. everyone is like wearing a mask. idk. what i hate the mst is me being so jealous. i hate it when i see him flirting, see him replying other girls fb comment but nt mine, see his sms is all to other girl, not me. i feel jealous. i hate that omg. i dowan to seem as if i doubt him so much when i knw he really loves me. i just feel so insecure and i just hate wat he does.. omg what is wrong with me!!!???!! and yah. i cant trust ppl after being like betrayed? so wat if he explained? i still dun believe him, just like how i dun believe other ppl. hais. this world is just so terrible. so materialistic, so selfish, so... bad. i hate it Tests nooooo~
Friday, July 23, 2010 Thursday, hahaha supposingly a pretty tough day, but it turned out quite well. (: Had the so called debate CNA thingy. I think my gurls are awesome. Aren't they? HAHA we totally pwnzxed the guys i guess. Who ask them got so many slides, 100++ until no time to finish :O HEHE. Then physcis test. Wow, LY so united, we managed to persuade Mr Lim to postpone the test to Monday! YAY~ Then went to VJC for VIP interview. I was really nervous at first, but the VJC ppl @ the vantage point was really nice. They gave me tips. Still got a girl lend me her lappy to msn LOL~ HAHAH the interview was not really scary! I wasn't nervous at all~~ That means even if i don't get in, i will not regret cos i alrdy done my best!! YAY! So happy that i'm over with it! Now wait for results liao bah!! Hopefully Jolene, Shermin and Darren all get in!! HAHAH!!! Anyw, tests are coming, which means BOO ttm. I hate it. And suddenly more homework idk why. I think it's cos i slacked too much. Have to get onto serious stuffs soooooon~ CNA SUCK
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 Oh yes CNA suck. Terrible. Like grp 3 and 4 topic is like so difficult, nvm, Grp 3, which is my grp, stand is 1000x mre difficult. We have totally nothing to talk about?!?! Wth lah. kwek set this type of weird topic fagot. Nothing to say. Have also not strong. Walao still present what crap. Just listen to group 4 talk can liao lah. Need group 3 for what. Totally nothing to say. Haix. Freak this CNA. Feeling of betrayal~
Monday, July 19, 2010 How. I feel so damn sad. I never thought someone like him, a friend, that I didn't offend him in any way, said that. I feel so heartbroken, and betrayed. Idk why. I only heard a part of it. If it was the entire thing... D: What did I do? Stead with a guy and then we broke and I'm called "unpure" ? Why? Blamed for influencing people negatively, caused someone to change, it's my fault too? I'm not God, I'm not pastor or wtv that is so great that i will influence someone to change. What did I do? Why? Why is all these happening to me. I pray for you, but in return, I got all those words from him. I feel so betrayed. I really feel like crying. Did i offend like so many ppl that everyone hates me? Idk. Even ppl i seldom talk to, seldom interact with, hates me. Just something that hurts me the most. Until this point of time, i support you, i quarreled with him to support you, yet, all i got was... Those "unpure", and insults from you. Why? what did i do? Nononono~
Sunday, July 18, 2010 ![]() ![]() Hi have been ALMOST 1 wk that i have not post.. Yeaps. I am like MIA frm fb, blogger, twitter and everything HAHAH!! Quite alot of things happened this week~~ oh yeah. Some happy some not. Some filled with laughter some filled with tears. Some is so slack, some required so much hard work. HAHAHA!! Anyways, major events~~ SC sec 4 step down ceremony. Filled with tears like really. HAHA expected, i dint get my badge, but oh well. Like many ppl said, that badge dun really prove anything~~ HAHAHAH!! But still i will prove it to those excos. :P Bazaar was great yay! HAHA we sold everything like awesome? 2LY is awesome!! Teehee. When i upload all my pictures on fb(which i think is like maybe next wk?) I will post a longer post filled with pictures alrights XD kbaiii~ HAHAH!
Monday, July 12, 2010 Laugh! Your day will be much better!! Yeaps. Embed some videos from my church's GXT(Gao Xiang Tuan) productions. HAHAHA laugh more kk. Byes Prawning -- a date with the rod. LOL
Sunday, July 11, 2010 It has been a long time since i posted. but nvm, i shall start with my rants first. Okay I dislike _________ cos she suck. I thought she was nice at first, but she isn't She is so bias. And idk what's the damn reason for ______ ___ ___ __ ___ ____. Terrible. Screw her. I lost ______ ______ cos of her. She is a retarded fool. Make me so ______ walao. I damn pissed off. Sometimes, i think being a boy, is so good. At least in Chung Cheng it is good. Sian ttm. okay nvrmind. Happy things!! 3rd mth ytd woots~ ![]() HAHAHA!! Yesterday went prawning with Darren!! HAHA!! Third month mahh!! Another brand new experience with him! So awesome lah! He just make my life so awesome and fin and spice it up with very creative and new ideasss which are like so kewl! Never knew prawning was so fun. But but but. It's more like I'm dating with the rod than him!! I hold the rod longer than i held his hands ): sad LOL! ![]() This is my first prawn. With darren's help duh. and geex, i only caught 2 in 3hours. and darren just flooded me with great sarcasm -.- BOOOOO~ Well he zai lah!! I used 30$ to buy 2prawns! HAHA!! But oh well, it's kewl after all!! ![]() ![]() HAHAHA so fun lahhhh!! But it is super sian when you make the prawn on hook yet you missed it. But i got used to it cos it happened to me like N times. HAHAHA ![]() This prawny is pregnant. Darren caught it aiyoh. he bad guy right. LOL ![]() Good things always come in pairs right! (: ![]() Awesome hahaha!! Another wonderful day with Darren !! always so happy when i go out with himmmm!! Dk when's the next time I can go out with him and do more awesome+kewl things!! I feel like going to prawning agn even though it cost a bomb LOL!! but but but. I would recommend to family or clique, not couples cos in the end, you will find yourself DATING WITH THE ROD/PRAWN/BAIT! HAHA Not you bf/gf LOL False hopes.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 Pretty disappointing day. Nothing much. Boring like normal school daysss homeworks and projects are really driving me crazy. How? PNW. Shouldn't have taken part in it. I just dug my own grave. Oh i how i wish thinkhine was here!! I bet she will be the group's life saviour. We all miss her right? Hais. soon tests are coming. I shld start reading the chinese version of chicken book. 我在你的心中算什么?
Monday, July 5, 2010 有些东西,不是说说就是了,要用行动证明。 就好像:“我爱你,你对我很重要。” 说说,谁不会?那行动呢? 我不知道我在你心中占有着什么地位,我不知道,却又知道。 你的一举一动,全都证明了一切一切,不需任何解释。 我算什么?我连一个电脑游戏都不如,我作人未免做得太失败了吧? 作女朋友就更失败了。 我不想每天都吵架,我恨死了。 我尽量什么事都忍,什么事都为你着想,换来的却是一次又一次的伤害,一次又一次的落泪,为什么?你不回复,我体谅,等到你打来再说。打来后却说不说了,说明天要上学。 你明知道明天要上学,宁愿玩电脑也不早一点打来。我算什么?你喜欢就来找我,有别的东西就把我遗忘?我不是一样物品,我有生命,有感情。我不笨,我一切都知道。 我明明知道,却要骗自己,说我在你心中很重要。我不笨,我只是傻。 其实一开始你根本只把这当成一场游戏,根本没想过付出,一开始就没有要为这段感情付出,牺牲。我太傻了。。。为什么要一次又一次地相信你? 在你心理我什么都不如。你只会信口开河,但是你的举止,已经出卖了你。。。 你可以说千千万万个对不起,千千万万个你知道错了,千千万万个我不会再犯了。 但是你有没有发觉,这千千万万个地一切,已经没有让我能再信任的。。。 我做的一切,都是为了你,多辛苦,我不介意,可能不是什么伟大的事,但是你呢? 你什么都没为我做。什么都是自己的利益。 我是你女朋友还是电脑是你的女朋友? 为了电脑而伤到我们的感情,听起来很白痴是吧。不是的,这其实变现出一个人心理真正的想法。可能是一个小东西,但是,这的的确确是个大问题。。。 也许我们的缘分只到这里。 强求也没用。 我不想说我想分手,因为一想到,我的心就一抽一抽地痛,眼泪就滑了下来。。。 我不想说。。。 但是。。。现实。。。躲也躲不过。。。 睡了一觉,也许我就知道我该怎么做。。。 noooo
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