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There will never be a next time that you will leave me again
Monday, May 31, 2010

Yooooo alllll!!! hehehe i am still blogging with my phone. HEHEHE. OKAY I GIVE UP TYPING WITH SMALL LETTER. TODAY IS A QUITE AWESOME DAY I SUPPOSE. I WOKE UP THEN LATER GO OUT TO MEET DARREN FOR LUNCH. OH YES I AM A LU CHI HEHEHHE. YEAH IT STARTED TO RAIN SO DARREN CAME AND PICK ME UPPPPPPP. HE COMPLAIN THE UMBRELLA VERY HEAVY BLEH. HAHAHAS.BGT CHICKEN RICE THEN WENT BCK TO YOUJIN'S HSE TO EAT. OH YUCK THE CHICKEN RICE IS TERRIBLE LAH. THE CHILLI SAUCE IS ZOMG. DISGUSTINGGGGGG.THEN JINGKAI CAME. SO THE BOYS STARTED PLAYING MAPLE. PRIS CAME JINGKAI LEFT. ME AND PRIS WATCH THE BOYS PLAY MAPLE YEAH YEAH.. LATER STARTED TO PLAY MAHJONG. OH YES MY LUCK TODAY IS QUITE GOOD HAHAH WON QUITE ALLOT OF ROUNDS HAHAHHAHAHHA JINGKAI CAME AFT  HIS BBALL TRAINING.    BOOOOOO I FEEL SO BAD. ): I'M SORRY JINGKAI... HAIX. YEAH. NTH MUCH TMRW WILL BE A BORING DAY BYES

will everything be different?
Sunday, May 30, 2010

HIIII ALLLLL MY COMP INTERNET IS CRAZY AGAINNNN WOOHOOOO: IDK WHY I CANNOT TYPE IN SMALL LETTERS USING HANDPHONE... BUT NVM. YTD WENT TO EXPO WITH MUMMY AND PRISP. WOOHOOOO GOT IT FAIR SIAAAA ALOT  OF CAMERAS AND IM SPOILT FOR CHOICE SOOOO I TOOK QUITE LONG TO ACTUALLY DECIDE WHICH ONE SHLD I GET. PRISP HURT HER TOE. OUCH!! GOT FOOD FAIR SOOOO WENT TO EATTTT EATT. OKAY I ADMIT I AM RATHER AUNTIE LAR. NO SAMPLE DUN ASK ME, GOT SAMPLE I KANJIONG KANJIONG RUSH THR. HAHAHHA SUPER AUNTY. ATE ALOT OF NICE NICE FOOD. AND GOT A STORE SELL FOOD CHEAP CHEAP STILL GOT FREE CLAYPOT... THE AUNTY EVEN CHANGE ME MRE. LOL SO I ONLY GOT IT FOR ONE DOLLAR WHEN IT COST THREE DOLLAR. HAHAHHA. BLEAGH OK I AM BERY THE BAD.... WENT BACK TO IT FAIR TO BUY CAMERA... IN THE END I SETTLED FOR NIKON S4000. HAHAHA. I THINK IT IS DAMN CHIO AND THR IS ALOT OF FREE GIFTS. HAHHA YOU SEE I VERY THE AUNTY.... HAHAH!!! OH GREAT GREATTTT MY INTERNET SOT HOW I DO MY MATHS HMEWRK? MY PHYSICS HMEWRK? MY GEOG NEWS ARTICLES? OMG... SIANNNN. ANYONE DOUNG THE HMEWRK SHUN BIAN ASK ME GO UR HSE WE CHIONG TGTR KK!! ZZZ I AM SOOOOOO DESPEATE LIKE SRSLY? AIYOH. GNG TO SEND IN VIP APPLICATION THOUGH I DOUBT I CAN GET IN. BUT NVM. HOHOOH. INTERNET QUICKLY OKAY LEYYYYY ZOOMMMMMGGGGGGG

What about you?
Saturday, May 29, 2010

Hi, I am going to talk about FAITH today. Yes, FAITH (:
She is my very awesome junior and i love her ttm. But she deosn't love me cos her pm dun have my name. i am so heartbroken that's why i post this. she is very the kewt, her white specs is awesome. She is proud of her chinese, and i am proud of her too. She is proud of it cos she knw how to use the word beibi. I realise my life is filled with ppl whose chinese sucks but they are soooo KEWT (: like faith and darren. Lmao. HEHEHE. Faith, i think you will be soooo surprised right? I dedicate this post to you. Jiayous for ur chinese kk! Cnt fail alright(: and dun care the mentally and physically screwed guy. GO GO GO! he is annoying, unlike you. so sweet (: hehehe.
Okay, dun cry dun cry cos too touched kk. Pm add my name can liao, and also convince siowhoon that i am not scary. I am so heartbroken

/edited @ 9.23am
OH YES I AM SOOOO HAPPY NOW! cos faith's pm got my name!!! first one and it's capitalised! HAHAHAHH I AM OVER THE MOON ALRDY!
but yeah, i shall go do my hmewrk. I1 is a super long chapter. Bleagh ):

/edited @ 4.11pm
Bored. the air con ppl come, i thought i hve air con tonight, but it turns out to be that they bgt the wrong spare part argh~ I am going to wait for like another wk ): sad sad sad
BOOOO! Ltr going out with my mum and prisp, go expo pop bk fair! I will go buy laofuzi and doraemon comics! they rawk (: HEHEH. yeah yeah, so i must do my hmewrk now. At least finish H3...I1... ehh drag a bit larh. HAHAHA. okay i'm a bad girl LOL.

yes yes yes, you so big continue dreaming lah. think you some chiobu or wat. smart arh. zzz-.- thank god i only see u like 73587453489 years later. puke.

lalala. i dk hw many times i am going to update this for...but nvm. just wanted to update cos... heheh
当下,从朋友那听到,我哭了。没想到,你是否知道,心里
看着你伤心难过的时候,居然还也会有那种感觉.快要窒息了,撕心裂肺的,心痛。原来,我其实还忘不了,也放不下.很想爱,付出了爱

她却要我放弃你,我说我会的,但真的可以吗??在孤独的
时候,寂寞的时候,悄悄的想起了你的声音,想起你说过的每一句话,都是那么刻骨铭心,那么让人心痛.真想去爱,却得到一身的伤痛,自己的身心憔悴.让你把我伤透伤够,自己自动就会放弃了。我说的话可能会很难听,真的我说的全是实话。这样最累,爱上一个不爱你的人。只能一再的付出,不会有任何回报的,不喜欢就是不喜欢,不管怎么做,做什么。结果都是一样注定被伤害..

我明明很在乎,面对你的时候却还要装作一副无所谓的样子
,
我我明明很生气,却还要微笑着对你说没关系
我明明很害怕,却还要逞强着说无所谓
我怕失去,怕被丢弃,怕一个人面对黑夜,怕孤独寂寞,怕
失落。我最需要你的时候你到底在哪里?

为什么我只能选择默默守望自己的幸福?
为什么自己在被别人弄伤之后,还要顾及别人有没有被我弄
伤?
我知道我这样很傻很傻真的很傻。
为什么看到我的他一步一步离我远去,而我却不挽留他?难
道我真的觉得无所谓吗?
为什么我看着他的背影,还会掉眼泪?
就算失去很痛,我也必须放手…
为什么不哭出声?为什么当我再次抬头面对大家的时候又是
一个微笑,那个微笑满是泪痕…
为什么我总是要伪装自己…却还是感觉得到心痛?
I certainly agree to this.
Credits to : Mabel (:
okay byes.

Busy busy busy!
Friday, May 28, 2010

Holiday is not awesome at all like seriously?! Alot of homework, projects, competitions etc.
really no time. Today vesak day, actually dun like it, cos my parents are at home sian. So today cnt go out with Pris to see camera ):
Today's schedule is to complete H1 and H2. But i realised H2 is a loooooooong topic with examples and homework :O i only finished page 11, and H2 is until page 18. I shall go sleep first later then continue. hmm... ard 4 plus do until 6 then discuss PNW w/ Thinkhine C:
I'm looking forward to tmrw, goooo seeee camera. But i doubt my mum will let me buy ): booo! she will mst probably ask me to wait for IT fair or GSS blablabla. Sian. I want to get it like NOW NOW NOW! It will be awesome if i am HALF as rich as Nel ):
Yeah. And looking forward to Monday toooooo (: If monday got camera mre awesome luhh. Blablabla. I hate homework.... ); alot alot . Dun like
and projects. Irritating
competition, so stress argh~
dammit.

Smiley!
Thursday, May 27, 2010

HIHIHI. Today is a very short sku day. Mr lo's talk is boring lol. Duty was quite slack actually. but some parents rejected the drinks ): HAHAH. But it's quite okay compared to other lvls i guess. But school hall super hot sia. HAHAH.
Bus-ed home. yay
I decided to buy camera. My mum let. Cos i exchange it with iTouch. HAHAH.
Due to tight budget, i can only get Sony DSC-W320/P Which cost ard 329$


HAHAH not bad right!
Actually i quite like this one, but it's damn exp, 679$ i not so rich ):


This one also quite nice
499$, i can consider it though(:


HAHAHA i am spoilt for choice (: Bleagh
tmrw maybe gng out have lunch with PrisP, and go see camera with her! YAY! hehehe
okay byes.

Can you understand how difficult it is?
Wednesday, May 26, 2010

1 day has passed ): zomg, a tough day.
Morning had full board. Went back to class, no cher, slack. played truth or dare. LOL, not rly fun. Only Jkai's part is fun.
I don't know I know. HAHAHA
Yeah. The bazaar prep. Zomg, i think i really no time liao ): boooo
Then get back report bk.
Not really good. Class position is okay, level position is crap.
C R A P - S H I T
yeah. But actually i'm quite okay with it larh.
Then aft sku went for PNW briefing waste of time.
Went Nel's hse play Mahjong
With Xiaoqing, Jacinda, and Iris
OH YA!
Still got
NEL's FRIEND
FRIEND
YA FRIEND (:
HEHEH. LOL, awww soooo sweeet.
I am soooo JEALOUS of them
Chasoba is nice, i keep stealing nougat to eat HAHAH
bus-ed home with Xqing and Iris, talked abt class chalet yay! I am soooo excited abt it!
HAHAH.
Home
Gave my parents the report book
well, they are disappointed. I got so screwed by my dad. he just keep kpkb me
Say wat my english lousy, my art lousy, my el lit lousy.
and went with that damn mean tone
TSK TSK TSK YOU SIBEI JIALAT.
Wtf. "Art also can get so lousy."
Wtf? He think art easy arh? that's the worst of all man!
Lit not good, can accept. But art not goood, it's not because i dint put in effort! it's just that i am NOT talented?!?
What else can i do? I spend 3 hrs doing that freaking artwork, i get B3. I spend 1hr studying other subj, i can A1.
See, i am just NOT talented! why harp on it and keep saying that? I really want to get good mark.
My other subj dint drop besides Maths, Lit, Art, Hist.
Hist drop by 1 mark
But my science improve alot.
): can't my dad see the hardwork i put in?
Under so much stress, yet they are demoralizing me, not encouraging me.
/: other ppl parent's will be much happier i guess. But my parents?
They nvr seems to be please.
I get top, they think is school lousy, that's why get first.
Now more epic one
"HUH, you this mark also can get second. you class lousy izit."
Wth?!?!
zzz. Not good, i know it's not good. But don't need keep saying and say it in sucha way that is so insulting? HALO, I'M UR DAUGHTER!!
Conclusion: Parents do not understand us, do not understand how much work we have, and do not know how difficult it is to score in some subjects, do not understand how much stress we are facing, AND THEY CAN NEVER BE PLEASED!

A one week battle for the best
Tuesday, May 25, 2010

HOHOHO sku is boring this few days. Esp today. ):
Yunting and PrisC is sick.
Went to Darren's hse played wii.
Oh and i suck to da core. bleagh, i have totally no sense of direction hooray.
So I am soooo not gng to drive in the future(: let me bf/hubby do the job yay!

1 week isn't that long right? It's like going for a holiday.
7 days, 168 hours, 10080 mins, 604800 seconds, 60480000 milliseconds.
Not too long right? It's just a short short week.
After this week of BATTLE, thing will be soooo much BETTER(:
I trust you, I know you will be back for me . (LOL, sounds so terminator)
This one week will be like going to a holiday, a holiday to the past, to the lovely tunnel that will bring me back to the past, reflecting on every single thing that happened.

One week, 7 days, 168 hours, 10080 mins, 604800 seconds, 60480000 milliseconds.
I'm a few minutes nearer. YAY.

I trust you, I have faith in you.
Sunday, May 23, 2010

What is faith and what is trust?
Can I trust you?
Do I have faith in you?

Trust... To different people it may have different definitions.
To me... Trust..
When you trust someone, you believe that he or she would not do anything to harm you. But also, trust may be giving he or she the power to hurt you.. It's quite common in relationships i guess. When you trust ur guy fully, the next day, he might just make use of ur trust and hurt you so deeply. That's scary. "I trust you." It's easy to say, but it's not easy to gain, neither is it easy to hold on to. You make need many many years, and do many things to gain someone's trust. But a word or a simple action may just ruin and abolish all the trust a person has build up on you. It's easy to make someone NOT trust you, but have you ever thought of how difficult it would make someone to trust you FULLY?
Sometimes I just dk whether i should trust you. It's not because you are not good to me, instead you treat me real well. But sometimes, when i decided to trust you, you just did something that i dislike, and everything is gone. It's not easy to trust someone fully. On the surface, you may be very close to ur friends, girlfriends, acting as if you trusted them. But when you have a secret, you find it difficult to tell your girlfriends. Why? Cos you dun trust them enough. That goes the same to your gf. See, everyone around us has a mask. It's hard to see one's true colours. Hard to know what he or she really think about you...
My advice is... Trust yourself the most, and only put very little trust in other people cos you might never know when they will backstab you or leave you in a lurch. Humans are self conceited, selfish, complicated beings.



Faith...
Faith is closely related to trust. Or maybe it is trust.
Trust can be putting FAITH in someone. So faith is trust.
Faith is belief in something that is not concrete, something that cannot be measured or quantified.
maybe Faith emphasizes on developing a trust which transcends doubt and evidence.
faith that's more like intuition: an subtle synthesis of clues which, on their own, don't necessarily indicate anything in particular, but when taken as a whole suggest a connection to something unseen. A detective solving a crime may have a kind of "faith" that a certain individual is the perpetrator, long before there's sufficient evidence to arrest him.
But the attitude of faith is to let go, and become open to truth, whatever it might turn out to be.

It's not easy to trust someone and put your faith on someone.
I know i should trust you. Izit necessary that if you love someone, you must trust that person?
Hais. ): zomg. How? I want to trust you, but something is just holding me back. I'm really sorry.
I can't afford to misplace my trust again.

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i dont deserve you
Saturday, May 22, 2010

HIIII ALLLL Imm bored bored. Im being SUPER LAME COS I GO ONLINE WITH MY HANDPHONE AT HOME. LOLLOL KK BYES

Awesome yeah ~ 335th
Friday, May 21, 2010

HIIIIIIII!!! hmm, today our feelings got cheated by Miss chong ): she say have FRC, so we bgt class tee to change, but dun have ): saddened. But nvm. Went to LT then Interclass games start.
Played Netball--the modified version. Very similar to Captain's ball. (:
Won 2 preliminary rounds lost one, we got into the finals as best runner up. Played with JT but lost, then with EP and we won! YAY! 3rd leyyyy!!! 3cheers!
Thinkhine fell while playing with EP, but i think is worthwhile cos we won! yay
I dint play in the prelim round, but sean left to referee soccer, so i had to sub in. HAHA then alicia sub for Thinkhine.
HAHAH 3rd round of the prelims round some ppl very erm... Hiong, super action pac. Lingjun imitate until DAMN FUNNY! HAHAHA. EP some ppl keep saying we wat obstruction, contact blahblahblah. But we dint. LOL. nvm, wSe still won. HEHEH(:
YAY!
Special and Awesome Thanks to:
Darren, Thinkhine, Lingjun, Serene, Shannon, Jiawen, Sean, Alicia, Xiaoqing, Shiuyee!
HAHAH tiring but quite fun larh.
HEHEH
After that went back to LT for the olympic thingy... those videos are awesome.
Soooooo touching larh, and i think gymnastics are damn awesome! HAHAH.
Well, this wk past alrdy, so fast hor. ):
Holiday coming, and alot of homework, but not really alot of time. hahaha.
Bleagh~ heheh i'm bored. I want ppl to go out with me):

/edited @ 5.40pm
oh i'm bored bored. i shall try to upload pix on blogger. But i can't upload pix on fb )-;
oh yes can upload yay! Bukit Chandu trip

veh kewl hor



yamashita


Survey

Yushui's grpppp. ALLL SOOO ENGROSSS
HAHAH. Ly ppl are awesomeee(:

My kiamcai

Boys group!

My facil~~

Ohoh the tank @ kentridge thr

Cable car also LOLLOL


I think the skies, the clouds are damn chio.
You will nvr see them again lidat.
It's amazingly cooool~ Once, just for once it will be lidat
Oh god, i'm sooo influenced by darren.
But the cloud is srsly veh chioooo~

Oh i'm forced to eat a peanut butter bread
(forced by darren[:)

You see the clouds~
So beautiful to the extend that...
It looks fake. HAHA
But it's really damn gorgeous

Taken down frm the canopy walk. HAHAH

WOW! Magnificent landscape righttt
HAHAH. Great great great.

SOOOO ENGROSSSSSSEEDDD WORRHHHXX

Bleagh, darren ask me to delete this pic
he say he look retarded ):
Worm's eye view kewl

he is soooo engrossed again

boys group's facil. HAHAH


HAHAHA, yeah great!
Chanel posted smth awesome about love. And Qing posted something abt friendship HAHA.
Kewl kewl LOL!
Love Clique(Click!)7 and Aeroplane~
Awesome ttm!

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Sad or Happy?
Thursday, May 20, 2010

Oh hi allllll~ Hmm, today was quite slack actually. Had fullboard, which means yeah my doom. But doom but not so doom yet. Got SOP but i didn't get sacked. Erm, dk whether should be happy anot. But hahahah. Whatever. Since I'm still in the board, then I will have to do my duty well still. That's the least I can do for my SLs and some other sec3s and 4s that treats me real well(: Dowan to disappoint them. Ermmmmm chcked marks. Quite okay. Homec heng pull up to A1, but SIAN hist 1 mre mark A1 siaaaa~ Jolene damn imba sia! Overall percentage at least 81% siaaaaa!~ zomg. i cfm not second in lvl liao larh~ So big difference. Cfm got alot of ppl stuck in between. Can top 20 i happy liao. Darren not bad also 72++% HAHAHA I'm happy for him anyways(: I know he cfm will pia like siao for EOYE. Bleagh, I will NOT lose to himmmmmmm HEHEH. Then went concourse for erm battefield de field trip. Yeah, the last 8 gals one grp! We least ppl leyyyy~ But we managed to reach the ending point the first! YAY. HAHAH. erm.. the activities... was so so, cos i went Bukit Chandu not long ago~ EEYER THEY SAY THE YAMASHITA STATUE HAUNTED. Bleagh shit, now make me scared scared D: HAHAHA. watched the vid agn~ Well it was quite okay i suppose.
HAHAH. Our facil is Jaspreet(?) HAHAH, he say we smart coz we play all the games hor, all very pro! Esp charades! No need act alrdy noe liao! Damn zai right! HAHAH. Had activities quizzes etc. Walked to Kent Ridge via the canopy walk, had activities toooo~ Yeah, reached Kent Ridge then not enuf time to do the Video so just ended there. Didn't win but was still quite enjoyable. it's quite slack larhhhh~

Then had lunch went back to class. Played spin coin with Lingjun and Darren. LOLx. Then home~ erm yeah. Tmrw is interclass. But miss chong haven't reply me whether can wear class tee straightaway bleagh~

Why some ppl are like just sooooo bias?? People say the world is all about black and white, but I beg to differ. I think the world is all about sucking up , and there's only places for hypocrites to live in. Like seriously? Just suck up superior, and you got everything. Not those who has the real abilities are able to shine, instead, are those who suck up like some proass, wins. Wtf?
You can easily say:"well, prove to ur superior that you are capable than those who suck up and has no real capabilities." But firstly, how to prove? You need chance. But did you realise that the chances are all given to those who suck up? so how on earth are you going to have a chance to prove yourself? Those who didn't suck up, will end up being saikang warriors listening and taking orders frm the superiors and the suck ups. I would call them--Suck up dogs/lackey dogs. I just don't like listening to those bias, unjust superiors thinking that their lackey dogs are the best. Wth? They should be opening their eyes and put away all those prejudice. They think they are holy fair when they are not. Some worse, some dog superior falls for lust. I seriously hate it, and hate those kind of person. They like to be suck up, but i believe they still have the brain to see which is true words and which are not. they are just totally a bunch of imbecile fools who can't lead and love to be suck up, and in the end, pass on their role to those suck ups. I can't even bothered explaining to them, cos they would only like to hear suck up words, not truthful explanations.


Actually have pix de, but then, the stupid BLOGGER and FACEBOOK uploader keep cannot upload. Esp facebook de, sibei guailan. Upload so long say upload failed. zzz-.- pissed off.

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obsession always leads to tears
Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hallelujah. Today is a boring day tooooooo ):
Go school discussed about section outing. Most probably to Sentosa. HAHA
Lightning risk+raining, no need do duty.
Went back to class then later went to LT for film making lecture. Oh boring *yawn*
Aft recess is Subject combi talk @ LT1 also. Hmm...Now idk what combi i want to take
9 sub C. Lit + pure geog ?
9 sub E. Lit + pure geog ?
9 sub Hist + pure geog ?
8 sub Chem and Physics, Hist + pure geog ?
8 sub Chem and Physics, E. Lit + pure geog ?
8 sub Chem and Physics, C. Lit + pure geog ?

OH SOOOO MANY TO CHOOSE ): boooo~

Commercial break (:

Maybe i shall just work SUPER SUPER SUPER hard so that all the choice is available for me @ the end of the year! HAHA
Went to have lunch and went back to class before Darren went for his bowling.

(: I love you



Secondary Camera is awesome (:
This is NOT lame, just Random. And lame and random is different (: so we had nth to do, and we did this. HEHEHE. Secondary cam is just so kewl. Teehee

Oh yes, Darren is sooooooo unglam and childish. He think he kewt LOL.
And Wq, can you see his teeth? I hope you can? Soon ur teeth will be like hisssss LOL HAHAH
Straight and nice alright!

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TSK, DARREN SOOOO HORNY (It's not me kk!)

SEE! he is sooooooooo guilty. Look like cctv take de hor, blur blur de!
HEHEH i said secondary cam is awesome liao lo!

Well, but, we dk where to look at for the secondary camera.
Oh that is real dumb but nvm LOLLLOL

hmmm, few days ago saw this snail. Yuck yuck LOL.
HEHEH, GARY~ LOL
Muahahaha


Hmm, anyways, calculated my average score, it's just an estimation(:
ard 74.5 - 75 around there. But not sure~ Must wait for check marks then noe larh. Hope will be higher!
And Darren did quite well too (: i think around the same as me, 74+ maybe he will do btr than me , his tests all so pro larh ! but nvm, i'm happy for him (: HAHAHA!
MISSS TANNNNN YOUUUU SEEE THHHIIISSS IISSSSS GOOOODDDDD IINNNFFFLLLUUEENNNCCEEE, NOT DISTRACTION! HAHAH!

Oh post exams are so boring yeah ~
Tmrw have battlefield trip, hope that it will be fun. Hopefully. Bgt Pringles and gummy worm. HAHAH. Decided to bring honey water to drink tmrw. HAHAH
okay, end of the post alrdy.
Byes

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Greater you expect, the greater you will fall
Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Heyyyz, today is a shitty day, yes shitty day. can't be anymre shitty. results was disappointing. esp maths and lit. Stupid maths. 12 marks gone for careless mistake. -.- lit was super disappointing. spend so long doing notes, but in the end. forget it. haix.
shitty.
shitty.
shitty.
shitty.
shitty.

yeah. don't expect too much, you will be like me.
Fall many times until i dun feel pain anymore.
today fall like dk how many times.
Most suay, i got caught by ________________ for _____________
oh god bless me.

lousy lousy lousy
But trip to faithact was okay. HAHAH sister t-ru was funny yay!
And yes, i am in the community surveyor group. HOHOHO. get to talk to ppl yay (:
HAHAHA. Van sent us to commonwealth mrt.
LOLLOL, miss chong and the melons boarded the first train, and they become squashed melon.
We took the train abt 1 min ltr, empty hehehe (:
darren is LOL.
HAHA Jkai saw his mum. so lucky LOL

yeah. home. but everytime, this journey sucks. Like alone, and always the bad news comes in this time. It's always like that. It was never good.. Haix.

I hate ppl who gave me hope, and then just dash a hope by saying a sentence, and hopes that i'm not angry or sad. like srsly wtf? At first i dun think will be possible, and that person gave me hope, and then just pop the bubble. Seriously? Just say sorry and think that everything is fine. Come on, I'm not a strong person please. Dun like it, from the start say. what's the point of telling me it's possible, but everything just... gone... within a few minutes, no, a few seconds.
With "it's for our own good" "for our future" "it's wrong" "it's overboard" oh wtf?
What's wrong what's overboard, is what you think. If from the start you think is wrong, why want to do it, and then say you are fine with it?
Future? Idk what's going to happen. I may not even survive tomight, why talk about the future?
It's all lies and excuses.
Why must you say you regretted it? It's...it's... just the wrong time to say it.
Thanks for telling me that. Thanks for making me fall twice in a row. And sorry for making u regret. sorry, stop saying it's not my fault, it's all yours. No it's all MY fault.
MY fault frm the start and it's gna always be MY fault. Sry. You regretted it. Sorry.
I just laugh off like some fucking retarded when i typed sry in my phone. Idk why.
But what else can i do?
regretted. oh great. You make me feel so bad. So fucking bad.
Why?
Why can't you just lie once more since you alrdy lied so many times?
What's the point of it? Hurt me once, hurt me twice, see me look like a retard. Is that what YOU want? You are driving me nuts and i have no idea what the phuck is going on.
Zzz. You regretted it. Fine, you make me sound like a slut, some fucking cheapskate person.
Great. Thanks. I will always remember this.
Yeah fine, it's overboard right, then overboard larh. You think it's wrong, then wrong larh.
I will never ever trust what you say again coz it's all false hope. I know it, and i FINALLY understands it.
Stop dashing my little little hopes. I just want to be happy, is that being too greedy?

And yes, just shut up since it doesn't make a difference. zzz-.- fuck you. I hate you, yes. 1 more person that i hate. great. I think i hate almst everyone.

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What do you mean by that?
Monday, May 17, 2010

Bored bored bored bored.
Before exams study until bored,
now use comp until bored. Nothing to doooooo~
Soooooo, ANYONE FREE GO OUT WITH ME?!?!?
So sian. Go home nth to do. ): bored
Anyways, today HCL, Hist, Bio and English debrief.
HCL-Not bad actually, though paper i miss A1 by 0.23, but add CA shld be okay
Hist- Erm YAY elite grp HAHAH
Bio- good good(: darren no v.good, he very sad. HAHAH so we are trying to get 1 mre mark coz got a question the notes is that answer, but cher mark us wrong pui.
English-Well, i failed my compre all because of the 4marks question! walao, cannot write ONE, must write 1. fish it omg. 4 marks i won't fail and it's like almost the top few! Depressed. My dad's gna kill me. HOW?!?!

-Had lecture on CA2 component 1, doing it tmrw. oh suck. I wasn't listening to her actually. So god bless me tmrw.
-Was late fore school today ):
-Taxis are hard to catch. dammit.

Overall, today was qutie okay.
Tmrw have Geog, Chem, Lit, maths debrief.
I scared lit ): boooo.
and CA2 component 1. hohohoh i hate english
and i hate art
fuck that art
i only got 66. zzz-.- Fuck larh. My marks all pull down by stupid art. If i cannot top coz of art, i am going to hate art forever. sucker. art is sucha unfair subject! I'm just not talented for art cannot meh. Pissed.

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350th post
Sunday, May 16, 2010

HEHEH happy 350th post. Byes, going out with gennie for The back up plan @ Cineleisure cathay. Ciao~

/Edited 8.28pm!



(: Hot bod

Firstly, THUMBS UP for THE BACKUP PLAN! One word to describe it.... AWESOME
It's uber niceeeee! Very hilarious yet touching... Some scenes are rly...making you feel like crying, yet some part is soooo FUNNY, the whole cinema is laughing!! Soooo funnnnyyyyy~ HAHAH so swwweeeetttt larhhh~
But but but, some parts are SOOOO SICK AND HORNY. LOL, the start... Weird sounds and hair, as in not the baby's hair but yeah ... LOL. And disgusting too. The doctor was omfg~
"I thought it will make u feel btr by saying it more times." LOLLOL. And the bloody ultrasound.
Great shoooowwww (: I will rate it 4.9/5! 0.1 the ending a bit LOL so suayyyy~ HAHAH great show! GOOOO WATCH ITTTT IF YOU HAVEN'T! Maybe i will buy the dvd for this. Great~

Okay, met Gennie @ parkway. I conclude i'm a parkway retard. == Gennie looks great with rebonded hair ! Argh, make me feel like rebonding also ): but i shall not spoil my lovely hair. (:
I ate bake rice frm pastamania. It's quite niceeee (: half melted cheeese AWESOME!~
We dint manage to catch the show @ cineleisure coz it was super late. So we have to change the plan last minute, go The Cathay @ dhoby gaut. When we reached thr, we was sooo blur we can't find the exit-.- And the tix are selling fast and we took the second row coz no choice alrdy, but it's okay. Bgt popcorn and ice lemon tea then go in cinema~ the show start alrdy~ zomg. HAHAH. greatttt movie. rushed down to bugis to take neoprint yay. HAHAHA awesome.

Taxi stands are... HMM, flooded with people. Parkway alot of ppl, bugis oso zomg. Want take taxi also cnt ):
HAHAHA. Home yay! Today is a great dayyyyy! I really think back up plan is awesome ! HAHAH
tmrw... SIAN, results come back ): byesss good times.

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I just can't read your mind.
Saturday, May 15, 2010


Suddenly i feel like going to deviantart..so yeah one pic. And mre random pics now.




Taken @ the swimming pool at Darren's hse ~
Was on tuesday anws.

HAHAHA today VIP test was... err.. English was... BLEAGH, maths is worse. I dint manage to finish the paper. oh well, i gave up. If results come out, i don't think imma gng to apply for it(since the test is so screwed)
Erm Mcd seems to be my takeaway favourite now, idk what to eat, just go mcd, and mcspicy over and over again. I'm surprised I'm never tired of it! HAHAHA.
Tmrw going to watch back up plan with Gennie having lunch with her too!
Oh sian, paper coming back, terrible. zomg.
hais

It's so hard to read someone's mind, even if the person is soooo close to you. What he/she said might not be true, yet so convincing. So difficult to comprehend someone's mind. Izit because he/she is too complicated, or izit me who make it SEEMS complicated. Idk when he/she will back out, or he/she will change his/her mind. This is scary. It's like not knowing when he/she will suddenly change his/her mind, maybe just overnight, and everything changed. Understanding people is sucha hassle. But if you don't.... it's scary. Idk why.. His/Her mind can change so instantly, sooo quickly. merciless, cruel, brutal. I do not understand why because only he/she knows the answer to it. I tried to clarify, but ended up screwing everything up. If I don't like it, why am I forcing myself to like it, maybe I think that's the only thing I can do for he/she. Well, everyone is not perfect. But... Idk how to say. It's like... weird? You never know, taking things for granted. Tolerate once, tolerate twice, and slowly it builds up and become a timer bomb...when it explodes..you have no idea how many it kills, and how much it hurts. But i think i am the one who set the bomb off. See how weird people are. You know the consequences of stepping onto the landmine, and you know where the landmine is, but yet, you just step on it and self-destruct. Naive, thinking that you could get away. You may get away once, you may get away twice, but you can't be so lucky everytime. I know this, but still, I am like pushing my luck and hoping that I will win everytime. Hard to communicate with people who do not share the same values and mindset. careful not to say the wrong word, but... things just go wrong sometimes and ending up-- a bigger mess that is hard to clear up. -.- So? One should just accept that both do not share the same value and believes in different things and just shut up, and won't screw anything up. easy as that.
Oh well, done with all my hmm... craps.
HAHAHA.
I think my mum is _______________-.-
I tell her go out with a friend, say her name she dk, then she fucking just kpkb say i go out with guys. kanina. I tell her with who, she dk want to know. Watch what movie, tell her she knn say what that day just watch-.- fuck larh. Who will watch the same movie twice-.- tell her the movie called BACK UP PLAN, she dk and continue her crap. !@#$%^& knn cb. Annoying sia. Go out with guys then go out with guys larh. I cannot have guy friends arh? Then should ask me go girls' school larh. Guy friends then is boyfriend then will anyhow. She alot of ASSUMPTION and ASSUMING WHAT SHE SAY ALL RIGHT. fuck larh. I tell her, she dk, dk want to know, know alrdy dun believe, dun believe then scold me, scold me dun listen to me say, i say alrdy she still dun understand, and THE CYCLE GOES ON(like the hydrologic cycle-.-)
Adults are so hard to please, esp those we are so over protective and conservative.

Boomx(Tags replied)
Friday, May 14, 2010


BOOMX! HAHAHA. Back back back back. ermm todayy was...Well quite okay. Went out in the morning, met Yjin and Darren @ Paya lebar. Oh darren is an epic fail-.- He is dumb, and he blame the MRT(esp CCL). He sooooo loser. Went to Cathay Cineleisure. We toook so long to decide which seat we wna take until the person pekcek aiyoh. Then bgt popcorn and drinks. LOL then i bgt a hotdog bun and delivered to me. So kewl larh lol. HAHAHA. Ermmmmm okayyy larhhhhh. Aft i ate my burger, i fell asleep. LOL, thus i conclude that i have totally NO interest in this kind of showwwww. HAHAHA. Then went to have lunch. we toook 574763486 years to decide wat we wna eat. In the end we went back to what what HK cuisine restaurant. Supposingly my treat, but Yjin said it is very UNGENTLEMANLY to let a girl treat them oh well. What an expensive lunch for them. HAHAHA and they are badly tortured by the way i eat my steamed papaya almond cream. And i got tortured by darren too ): MY MOUTH NOT SO BIG CANNNNN
and he everything TOO MUCH OF THIS, TOO MUCH OF THAT. wl, knn slap him sia.
Then we sat on the railing outside the toilet of 313@somerset. -.- Deciding WHERE to go.
ECP/Arcade/Darren's hse/Yjin house/Play badminton/Play bowling
In the end we went to Yjin's hse play mahjong. Asked Nel to join us. But we dint play money owwwww): HAHAHA Darren zhahu and xianxianggong, Nel dint win LOLLLLL!
HAHAHA pris and Jkai came to join us aft darren left. LOL, awhile nia then go home liao.
Jingkai and Pris SOOOO SWEEEETTTTT uhhhh. Make ppl jealoussss sia~ HAHAHA
Then mrt-ed home with Jkai. Talk some crap larh. HAHAHA. Then met my mum and dad for dinner. Hmm delicious.
Tmrw VIP test. OH SIAN. Think abt it, i tired. LOL.
Overall, today is awesome yet not so awesome
I am sorry Darren. Bleagh, not on purpose. And you should be sorry too for _________
HAHAHAHAH
Anywayssss ANYONE WANT WATCH THE BACK UP PLAN WITH ME??!?!

VERY KEWL RIGHT HAHAH!~
And coming soooon

THE GHOST WRITER

HEHEHE.
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JacinTHa: HI JACINTHA

Celine: I'm chanel's friend LOLL

Alicia: HAHAHA Thanks you tooooo alright!

Winnie: HIIIII (:

Priscilla: HI PUI-SI-LIAO ! HOHOHO HEHEHE! WOAH SO SWEET ARH

Chanel: Yeah, unless Miss Chong trick us ):

HuiXin: HAHAHA thanks. Good luck toooo (: i will link you sooooon~

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