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Beginning with an end
Sunday, January 1, 2012
 HELLO ALL. HAPPY NEW YEAR. Soooo some thought that I have for 2011. 2011 has definitely been a great year. I experienced so much more this year and being a part of VIP is certainly a PRIVILEGE. YES, PRIVILEGE. Thus, it should NEVER be taken for granted. 2011 was a crazy, fun, tough, exciting, nerve-wrecking year, nonetheless, I survived! (Y) Friends are ofcourse essential part of this journey! In particularly, 11v15, whom I spent most of the time with! HAHAH. Can never thank them, thank God enough for putting them into my life! They are really awesome! I did some things wrong, offended people in 2011, indirectly or directly, hurting people who love me dearly. Yeaps, for that, I'm really sorry, and if I can, I would want to mend the relationship! But oh well! It's still a great year, and I'm sure 2012 won't let me down! As for being an IP2, things are obviously gonna get tougher and I will prepare and brace myself for that! IPO's starting soooon, final stage of theory-based prep! Gonna move on to hands on and trying things! FINGERS CROSSED THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. WE ALL WORKED HARD FOR IT YEAH. now now, let's see what I wrote down for last year's resolution and whether I did fulfill! Crossed out are the one that I THINK i did luhh! HAHA
1. Have a better temper 2. Think thrice before speaking or making comments on the net 3. Think in others' perspective
4. Be nice to people, but don't be hypocritical. (Help people, dont be selfish) 5. Be confident, but not loud
6. Don't be so "clique-ish", make everyone my good friend 7. Give up on being perfect, just do your best
8. Work hard in VJC, less procrastination 9. Read book every night before sleeping 10. Save up at least 20bux a week 11. Cut down on unnecessary entertainments
12. Don't spend so much money on Koi D: (cause i chose Gongcha instead #fail) 13. Don't be disheartened even if results aren't good or people are selfish 14. Pray more often, talk to awesome Daddy God! 15. Find time to go to church
16. Bond well with v15
17. Don't start stupid conflicts like in CCHMS, I cant be that lucky every time 18. Less complain, be grateful! 19. Make full use of timeeee
20. Be committed to CCA(okay except for track D:) 21. Smile more 22. Be nice to my daddy and mummy 23. Be nice to Darren, don't angry at him for no reason... Not applicable anymore? HAHA 24. Don't gossip so much, even though it is awesome 25. Follow all my study plans and schedule! 7/25-1 :O okay I need to work harder. HAHAHA
And for this year's resolution.... Yes yes same as last year. But ofcourse, I'm gonna emphasize more on HAVING A BETTER TEMPER, THINK THRICE BEFORE DOING/SAYING ANYTHING AND STUDYING HARD.YEAPS YEAPS. Working towards to having a better EQ! IN SHORT.... MY AIM FOR 2012..... R-RESPECT T-TEMPER, BETTER TEMPER T-THINK THRICE S-STUDY RTTS. that totally remind me of RTs! HAHAH OKAY STUDY HARD THEN. :D peace out! Merry new year everybody!
CRAZY HOLIDAY [PART 2]
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Okay actually part 2 will be rather short cuz there's only science centre and discovery centre left. Haven't upload playground photos, yes, PLAYGROUND. Been ages since I stepped into a playground, so long that I didn't realise that the fitness corner was upgraded. But oh well. Childhood. If there's a swing things would be much better.
Alright, Monday, which is freakin damn public holiday, and out of ALL the days, I chose that day to go to science centre, thinking that there wouldn't be a large crowd. I mean, who still goes to science centre unless it's a school trip. But oh well, it proved me wrong doho. It's dayum crowded, and even snow city is. So crowded that my cousin and I didn't manage to play the tire. But we definitely had an awesome time snowballing people. And somebody just shouted:"FUCK YOU STOP THROWING SNOWBALLS." Not at me, duh, I'm a pro, but oh well, scary manzx. Okays photos~
SNOW CITY HEHEHE
Okay discovery centre.
AWESOME LIKE REALLY. Idk when was the last time I went to discovery centre, but I bet it must've been ages ago cuz I have totally no idea and no memory of that place besides that talking robot(which happened to be charging when I went that day, Byeah).HAHAH BUT I CERTAINLY HAD LOTS OF FUN. 4D, 3D, 2D movies in a day! HAHAH SERIOUSLY MANZX DAMN COOL RIGHT. HAHAH PHOTOS TO FILL YOU. It was really funnn. But the trip there and trip back might be a little to strenous. An hour on the mrt, my ass hurts. Like really. But oh well, should be, quite, okay quite worth it. But not going there anytime soon, nothing much to see actually.
DIY Chapteh! HEHE
YEAPS THAT'S ALL FOR CRAZY HOLIDAYS! Cousin's gonna go back, like REALLLL SOOOON seriously awman! House gna be so quiet again ): Bad side of being only child, though I'm pretty used to it, and actually enjoy being one. BUT OH WELL, SOMETIME LONELINESS CAN BE A REALLY HORRIBLE THING. HAHAH.
In 2 hours, it will be 2012! New post on my resolution will come out shortly! xx
What?! Crazy Holiday [Part 1]
Friday, December 30, 2011
Well, decided to blog a bit before sleeping hehe. Lots of crazy time with my cousins these few days. Wheee~ Going out early in the morning reaching home like almost 12 midnight. Certainly awesome! Great Christmas with family this year, marching now, okay not literally, just strolling down, the nice, well-lit road. MRT was crazy, the first time I literally got squashed and almost missed my stop and trying so hard to get off the train. Awesome time, and photos will show you how awesome it was!




 Certainly! Amen to that!

 SEE THE PEOPLE THERE OMGOMG
 Not forgetting some of my endless camwhore shots!

Yeaps, that's for Christmas! But crazy christmas aside, I went to artscience museum--Titanic Exhibition + Cartier time piece exhibition. Both were awesome, like seriously. I really wished that titanic was much longerrrr. For cartier, though I don't really understand the mechanisms behind watch making, but the cool time pieces really made me #mindblown. Like really I swear kkk. And again, photos~ [But okay, both exhibitions prohibits photo shoot, so only some random shots k D:]




 I got a third class, which means the poorest (usually) on the ship. She died D: Sadly. ): Later on, my cousin and I proceed to singapore flyer BUT IT WAS FREAKIN CROWDED LIKE YEAH WE HAVE TO QUEUE FOR 2 HRS, SO WE DIDN'T TAKE IT IN THE END D; dammit. Nevermind a few photos still!

 The best thing of the day.......................... A COOL POST CARD THAT WE DID AT ARTSCIENCE MUSEUM. TOTALLY RANDOM BUT COOL K

YEAH MAN HOHO AND JUST TO MAKE THIS A BIT MORE COLOUR, SOME CAMWHORE SHOTS THAT I TOOK DURING FAMILY GATHERING AT OLD HONGKONG LEGEND @ RAFFLES CITY. The food was okay, and it's super expensive. like $550 per table of 9-10. Never had such extravagant meal luhh, I'm a poor kid you see. So yeaps, definitely must camwhore a bit right. Good mood mahs.



 Not forgetting camwhore's best friend- TOILET MIRROR

HEHEH YES, THIS IS CRAZY HOLIDAY PART 1! TOMORROW WILL BE POSTING ON CRAZY HOLIDAY PART 2! Might be posting consecutively till 1st Jan 2012! In the midst of coming with new year resolutions, thought I'm not really recording it down.. But yeah will think through it this few days! So yeaps, wait for my post on 1st Jan! Hehehe. Byebye~
Best time ever
Monday, December 19, 2011
 A family that gives you a sense of belonging"
ALRIGHT. Havent been blogging for RATHER long. LIKE Even my "promised" new blog skin or BBQ post. Nope, it never ever came. Finally posting. Though I doubt anybody actually reads it. BUT OH WELL. Just feel like typing something I recording this moment down I suppose. HAHAH But before that, maybe sorta a rant, or short recount of what happened in this 2 months or so. Well, exams are over. Things were fine, except some really bumpy experience with someone I really love. I concluded that I dont have the rights to say that I LOVE him or whatsoever. But yeah. Things are getting bumpy and people come into the picture and act like some shit. So yes. But Im glad things are lightening up and slowly become what it used to be. I guess that's the best arrangement. Might not be what I wanted, but Im contented with whatever it is now. Alright, erm so much for being a procrastinator I SWEAR okay.
1 month plus of holiday and ALL I DID WAS JUST DRAMA AND SLEEPING :O What happened to my "to do list"? Shit long gone. The only thing I did was my chinese homework. AND TOODLES YEAH MAN NOTHING ELSE. Joker much. But okay. This holiday was rather relaxing, besides the fact that "School's starting" is taunting me every now and then. Mugging 8 hours a day before tests are also a major turn off. But oh well, I have faith that I will be able to survive IP2. Afterall, JC1, JC2 will be hellah worse, especially without 11v15.
HM. back to the point. My cousin from malaysia just reached my house today. Was a rather boring day I would say. Nothing much, I mean this is singapore. So you cant blame it for being.... BORING. OH WELL. Only thing, SHOPPING. Do we have MONEY to do so? Nope I suppose. So yes, boring. THAT'S WHY I ACTUALLY HAD TIME TO BLOG OH WOW. okay but I hope in the days to come it will be far more exciting. AND PLEASE DONT RAIN OH PLEASE. Lots of night view scenery waiting for us, Universal studios, Sentosa, BBQ~ YES. PLEASE DONT RAIN I PRAY. Rainy season. ): PLEASE PLEAS ESP FOR UNIVERSAL STUDIOS DAY. $60 MUST REALLY. PLEASE GOD OH PLEASE. Okay. My cous is tetrising, and the 10yo is being lame. Yes lame. I dont remember me being so dumb and lame when I was 10. HAHAH OKAY THIS IS MEANT TO BE A JOKE. Later I have comments saying im mean to my family members.
Well, Im not exactly that close to my relatives. Like from both side of the family. But personally I enjoy the time with my mum's side more. Probably cuz we only see other once in awhile like twice a year? So yes, the time together is really precious. OH WELL. I CAMWHORED WITH MY COUSINS. HAHAHA LOVE THEM TO THE MAX OKAY. well I created a wordpress for my random outburst of emotions, in other words, BITCHING. it is public, BUT YOU WONT FIND IT TRUST ME. and highly offensive posts are privated. SO YES NO POINT TRYING TO FISH IT OUT. alright, peace out :D
Your silence kills me
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Exams are finally over ((: Long anticipation. Like max.Idk why okay. OH YEAH. Alright, im NOT exactly THAT happy. But okay. I survived IP1. Wow. Time flies, seems like I haven't enjoyed enough ): Damn okay.
Tomorrow will create new blogskin. ((: HEHEHE. Okay not sure whether will be up by tomorrow, but I will start tomorrow, also clear the stupid spam chatbox. ((: Well, will post new stuffs on crazy celebration after BBQ tomorrow.
Your silence speaks more than whatever you said, your silence is a knife that has no sharp blades, but your silence kills.
Learn to respect others, please
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Gawd. Seriously. Im totally annoyed and all. Really. I cant believe there's people who is so FUCKING RUDE AND INSENSITIVE. It's NOT just you, you might be the main star but you are not the leader, or i would say, nobody is, it's a team decision and all. So fuck. Why didnt you tell us or discuss? Give us a freakin explanation for your choice. It's not just YOU, YOURSELF AND STILL YOU. it's EVERY SINGLE ONE OF OUR HOPE AND WISH. seriously. Goddamn. Idk how you can be so heartless about everything.
I know you wont see this, but fuck. Im just damn angry at you. What else can you fucking do besides being so full of yourself? Spare a thought for others boy. Knn. Seriously spend some time thinking what you have done wrong. This world is NOT just about YOU, and YOUR choice.
Okay fine, you are unhappy, just tell us. From the start you are so fucking scheming and rude to ONLY sign up for a few people, we know it and you still pretended nothing happened. Seriously. Back to you are unhappy, FINE. you dont have to bitch about us behind our backs and incite others to swivel with you.
No harm done in this post. Catharsis much.
BUT YEAH FUCK YOU. you ruin this friendship, not me.
It's just a matter of trust.
"Distance doesn't kill a relationship, Doubts do."
Yes for that, I chose to believe in you. It's never easy to make this decision, never easy to actually to stick to this decision. But I have faith that everything is going to be fine, it's just that this season is making everyone so weary, and priorities are studies related. I believe that this tense up moment is going to end real soon, and I know great time lies ahead of us. Ever since I chose you, chose to give you my heart, I'm prepared for this, and since I made this choice, I'm going to follow it through. Tough times, sweet times. Doesn't matter, it's a matter of trust. I trust that things are going to be fine, I trust that you will never leave me, I trust that you always love me, I trust that our special relationship will last, I trust that we are meant for each other, I trust that we are brought together by fate.
Everything's fine, it's just a matter of trust.
Just another guy, just another fall.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Toodles. Didnt blog since xyz yearssss. Okay school is retarded, exams are coming, totally no life boo. Nuff said
If I Can control the world
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
I want to say that I like you so badly, but I know what I get for this will only be rejection.And maybe I'm really scared of it. And I'm afraid of the awkward spaces too, as if it isn't that bad now. How, I wish I have the power to control the world, control the time. And maybe see the future and make my choice. How. I really want to say that I like you, and what comes back, isn't a rejection. But I know that wouldn't happen. Silly me.
I want to get out right now
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Sick and stuck at home.Got all my schedules screwed up and all shit coming tgtr. Hate it, wrong time, everything's a wrong time
giving up doesn't seem far
Friday, July 8, 2011
School just makes me depressed. Like really depress.Small things, adds up to like some big pile, so yes suck. And it's only the first week of lessons.
not possible, never will
Thursday, July 7, 2011
In attempt to revive my blog, but apparently not working. So yes. I think my title speaks much more than my blog post, in a sense that.. The title really tells how I feel. But I doubt anyone could actually decipher it. But oh well, start of my rantings and venting shit. Okay RTs result are not back yet, besides Chinese. Was fine, though not exceptionally well. But oh well. So I guess lots of paper gna come back on Monday. (Y) Gg. I'm sooooooooooo dead. :/
And next, IH oral presentation. Hey, have you ever heard of.... HUMANITIES ORAL PRESENTATION? No. Okay, welcome to my life, that I just got to go through this, which is... Like shiatz. Lit, yes lit. FML. Die alrdy lorh. This 10%, got 5 marks I will laugh like fashfasdhfshdfasjkfhask. And Geog it's a open source. Somebody just kill me now, so I can just die with nice cheena results and get away from this IH shit.
Okayz, next. Seems like T3 gonna be some madrush, but apparently I am slacking and I am like SOOO tired to actually do anything. I mean like ANYTHING. And everyday I just feel like sleeping Yawn. CT ................................................... Okay. Not that I got my Adhoc that I wanted, but I kinda like it, esp the community involvement thing. And yeaps, hopefully I will do a good job. And nyan? College day rehearsals ? :/ Okay. Nvm I just feel like shit all of a sudden. Like yes. Shit. Serious pms. Wassup with me. Just feel moody. -.............-
Wanted to talk about how awesome the outing was with 11v15, but I guess it doesn't suit the mood in this post. And btw, we went to Vivo City, at sky park, there's this couple fighting. And the guy was like some friggin' jerk. Hit the woman like fjsjadkhfaskljfd argh. Feel like punching him. And there were bloodstains on his back, apparently, it was the woman's. So yeah. Die man, just die.
And today news reported that Korea had this... Facing death class or smth where you will be in the coffin for a moment. I really wna try that out. I really need to find what's the meaning of life. Like yes seriously. Doing CIP, lots of them? Idk. I really wanna try it.
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