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That mash potato Rouying Rou means gentle, Ying means intelligent.That is why I am so cool Love me not, it's your choice, your decision. 15 going sweet 16 on 13 September. A pretty much typical virgo. ♥11V15. ///Polaroids/Photos/Cameras/Lollipop/Necklace/Polar Bears/YOU/// Follow me on Twitter, Stalk me on Facebook and chat me on MSN Once a Loyalty-ian, forever a Loyalty-ian<3 |
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Game Over
Monday, January 4, 2010 Okay, before i start my wonderful post, let me start wif an EMO story. Not that EMO aftall. But who cares. I'm being LAME. 我心里不知是喜是悲。应该是喜比较多吧,因为我终于明白。但是我宁愿这个道理我永远都不明白。。。。。。我不知从何时开始质问自己:“你在他心里其实真真地占据了什么地位?”自己想了很久,终于有了答案。这个答案让我一次又一次地欺骗自己 我很下心,对自己说:其实你在他心里一点儿也不重要,他根本不爱你。有了这个答案,我恨不得自己从来也没想过这个问题,恨不得自己是个单纯的三岁小孩,恨不得这只是一场可怕的噩梦!那这一切一切都不会使我的心如被一把锋利的刀给刺了,伤痛极了。此刻,我认为自己好愚蠢,笨的会一直说服自己他是爱自己的。一直在哪儿一厢情愿,掩耳盗铃,自欺欺人!为何一开始自己要越陷越深,使自己无法自拔!更可笑的是,自己却又执迷不悟!但今天,我终于醒悟了,终于想通了,终于明白自己又多么的愚蠢。是时候该放手了,只有潇洒地放开手才能得到解脱。这不只是对他的解脱,也是把围绕在自己的绳子给解开。。。。。。 woah. OH, I THINK I RAWK(: HAHA. okay...first day of sku. kindda okay. Went to G.O. and then sect 0 de seniors teach us many things luhh...but then i oso blur blur, so nvm . LOL. HAHA okay...hmm...then ltr got speech by mr chua, mr lo, mr soon and those who went for immersion prog in fudan. BORING man. i tink we spent like 2 hrs in the GA. i pity the sec1s. HAHA. finally we get to sit on the chair! WOOTSSSS~ Hmm...yea. Back to class, then is the comm thingy. Yea, SEAN and IRIS is the new chairman and v chair! HAHAH. me and yushui's clique in the saikang commitee! LOL. Special project comm. LOL. saikang comm. heheh. then is the notice board thing. oh shit, i haven't do the yesung. OMG. z. ltr must go do. oh great. i forgetten abt that. shitx. nvm. hmm...then got R&W aka charisma. LOL. played a damn lame game. ROCKING ROUYING! woots~~ Then ms sarah came in, oso played game. my question was damn lame shit it. okay. then home. nth much LOL. first day of sku ovr byes. HAHA yea. The new girl i tink nt kewt luhh! Jkai kip saying she cute== whatevr. she looked as if ppl offended her. OMG. hopefully her attitude changes and we can bond wif her! Oh ya, have to thank Jkai er zi for giving me the kewt kewt hadphone strap! I think the light rly damn kewl sia! but why sometimes light up, sometime wont? aww. saddened): nvm, still KAMSAHAMIDA~ Labels: heartbroken and never care |
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