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Insecure, again.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010

oh yes, i suppose i want to screw up my chinese tmrw coz i am nt studying! oh great yes, i am not studying. HAHAHA. today was very the terrible. I screwed up my maths, like sibei jialat cannnnnnn~ bye bye 90+ for maths ): and hihi to maths tuition. Rawr. I hate it manx. screwed....so many carelesss mistake. thanks careless mistake, but you are so exp. -.- at least, AT LEAST 8 marks gone ): ): ): chinese compo wasn't very well done either. Idk what crap i writing larh...like omg srsly?!?! oh great bye bye A1 for chinese. Tmrw is paper 2, also sian larh. Screwed up soooo badly...): i am gng to be like super low(low as in LOUSY) ranking for this MYE ): oh yes, scoldings and tuitions. rawr. i hate it ): who invented exams. Curse that person. He is probably dead anyways. hmpf.
Oh and i feeling so ____________, i dk hw to say. I am feeling so ________ but i tink i am nt suppose to be like tat coz it's nt ur fault either. But yes, i am just feeling _________. oh crap. ________ this feel so bad ): argh~ ______ please go away.

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Idk hw to describe how i am feeling now. I think i am selfish, i think i am self conceited, I think i am...erm...overboard? I have no rights, no rights, yes no rights. No rights to interfere what you do. So why am i feeling so ____________ oh bullshit this.
I feel sooo useless. I am like...nononononono. I regret it, yes. It hurts mre now than it used to. But if i let go now.... oh great. I am a failure. So fickle minded at times, idk what i really want. Succumb to pressure, don't have control of my actions. Obsessed over the wrong thing, at the wrong time. I lose all hope, i lose all the confident i used to have, i was too optimistic last time. I realised i cnt accept another failure, another setback in sucha short time. I grow up alot this yr, but lost all the..."daring cells". i shouldn't have tried. This is what it turned out to be. A failure. A great one. I told myself this will be the LAST time i am going to get myself into sucha mess. I should have listened to you. "No thanks" to this. At least...i will only be sad during then. Now.. I dun even feel happy larh ): no more special feelings. Tied down by.... erm... coz i am selfish, coz i dowan another setback... Because... I really don't know. Things are really screwing up so badly.

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