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Greater you expect, the greater you will fall
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Heyyyz, today is a shitty day, yes shitty day. can't be anymre shitty. results was disappointing. esp maths and lit. Stupid maths. 12 marks gone for careless mistake. -.- lit was super disappointing. spend so long doing notes, but in the end. forget it. haix.shitty. shitty. shitty. shitty. shitty.
yeah. don't expect too much, you will be like me. Fall many times until i dun feel pain anymore. today fall like dk how many times. Most suay, i got caught by ________________ for _____________ oh god bless me.
lousy lousy lousy But trip to faithact was okay. HAHAH sister t-ru was funny yay! And yes, i am in the community surveyor group. HOHOHO. get to talk to ppl yay (: HAHAHA. Van sent us to commonwealth mrt. LOLLOL, miss chong and the melons boarded the first train, and they become squashed melon. We took the train abt 1 min ltr, empty hehehe (: darren is LOL. HAHA Jkai saw his mum. so lucky LOL
yeah. home. but everytime, this journey sucks. Like alone, and always the bad news comes in this time. It's always like that. It was never good.. Haix.
I hate ppl who gave me hope, and then just dash a hope by saying a sentence, and hopes that i'm not angry or sad. like srsly wtf? At first i dun think will be possible, and that person gave me hope, and then just pop the bubble. Seriously? Just say sorry and think that everything is fine. Come on, I'm not a strong person please. Dun like it, from the start say. what's the point of telling me it's possible, but everything just... gone... within a few minutes, no, a few seconds.
With "it's for our own good" "for our future" "it's wrong" "it's overboard" oh wtf?
What's wrong what's overboard, is what you think. If from the start you think is wrong, why want to do it, and then say you are fine with it?
Future? Idk what's going to happen. I may not even survive tomight, why talk about the future?
It's all lies and excuses.
Why must you say you regretted it? It's...it's... just the wrong time to say it.
Thanks for telling me that. Thanks for making me fall twice in a row. And sorry for making u regret. sorry, stop saying it's not my fault, it's all yours. No it's all MY fault.
MY fault frm the start and it's gna always be MY fault. Sry. You regretted it. Sorry.
I just laugh off like some fucking retarded when i typed sry in my phone. Idk why.
But what else can i do?
regretted. oh great. You make me feel so bad. So fucking bad.
Why?
Why can't you just lie once more since you alrdy lied so many times?
What's the point of it? Hurt me once, hurt me twice, see me look like a retard. Is that what YOU want? You are driving me nuts and i have no idea what the phuck is going on.
Zzz. You regretted it. Fine, you make me sound like a slut, some fucking cheapskate person.
Great. Thanks. I will always remember this.
Yeah fine, it's overboard right, then overboard larh. You think it's wrong, then wrong larh.
I will never ever trust what you say again coz it's all false hope. I know it, and i FINALLY understands it.
Stop dashing my little little hopes. I just want to be happy, is that being too greedy?
And yes, just shut up since it doesn't make a difference. zzz-.- fuck you. I hate you, yes. 1 more person that i hate. great. I think i hate almst everyone.
Labels: dashed hopes
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