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That mash potato Rouying Rou means gentle, Ying means intelligent.That is why I am so cool Love me not, it's your choice, your decision. 15 going sweet 16 on 13 September. A pretty much typical virgo. ♥11V15. ///Polaroids/Photos/Cameras/Lollipop/Necklace/Polar Bears/YOU/// Follow me on Twitter, Stalk me on Facebook and chat me on MSN Once a Loyalty-ian, forever a Loyalty-ian<3 |
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I just can't read your mind.
Saturday, May 15, 2010 Suddenly i feel like going to deviantart..so yeah one pic. And mre random pics now. Taken @ the swimming pool at Darren's hse ~ Was on tuesday anws. HAHAHA today VIP test was... err.. English was... BLEAGH, maths is worse. I dint manage to finish the paper. oh well, i gave up. If results come out, i don't think imma gng to apply for it(since the test is so screwed) Erm Mcd seems to be my takeaway favourite now, idk what to eat, just go mcd, and mcspicy over and over again. I'm surprised I'm never tired of it! HAHAHA. Tmrw going to watch back up plan with Gennie having lunch with her too! Oh sian, paper coming back, terrible. zomg. hais It's so hard to read someone's mind, even if the person is soooo close to you. What he/she said might not be true, yet so convincing. So difficult to comprehend someone's mind. Izit because he/she is too complicated, or izit me who make it SEEMS complicated. Idk when he/she will back out, or he/she will change his/her mind. This is scary. It's like not knowing when he/she will suddenly change his/her mind, maybe just overnight, and everything changed. Understanding people is sucha hassle. But if you don't.... it's scary. Idk why.. His/Her mind can change so instantly, sooo quickly. merciless, cruel, brutal. I do not understand why because only he/she knows the answer to it. I tried to clarify, but ended up screwing everything up. If I don't like it, why am I forcing myself to like it, maybe I think that's the only thing I can do for he/she. Well, everyone is not perfect. But... Idk how to say. It's like... weird? You never know, taking things for granted. Tolerate once, tolerate twice, and slowly it builds up and become a timer bomb...when it explodes..you have no idea how many it kills, and how much it hurts. But i think i am the one who set the bomb off. See how weird people are. You know the consequences of stepping onto the landmine, and you know where the landmine is, but yet, you just step on it and self-destruct. Naive, thinking that you could get away. You may get away once, you may get away twice, but you can't be so lucky everytime. I know this, but still, I am like pushing my luck and hoping that I will win everytime. Hard to communicate with people who do not share the same values and mindset. careful not to say the wrong word, but... things just go wrong sometimes and ending up-- a bigger mess that is hard to clear up. -.- So? One should just accept that both do not share the same value and believes in different things and just shut up, and won't screw anything up. easy as that. Oh well, done with all my hmm... craps. HAHAHA. I think my mum is _______________-.- I tell her go out with a friend, say her name she dk, then she fucking just kpkb say i go out with guys. kanina. I tell her with who, she dk want to know. Watch what movie, tell her she knn say what that day just watch-.- fuck larh. Who will watch the same movie twice-.- tell her the movie called BACK UP PLAN, she dk and continue her crap. !@#$%^& knn cb. Annoying sia. Go out with guys then go out with guys larh. I cannot have guy friends arh? Then should ask me go girls' school larh. Guy friends then is boyfriend then will anyhow. She alot of ASSUMPTION and ASSUMING WHAT SHE SAY ALL RIGHT. fuck larh. I tell her, she dk, dk want to know, know alrdy dun believe, dun believe then scold me, scold me dun listen to me say, i say alrdy she still dun understand, and THE CYCLE GOES ON(like the hydrologic cycle-.-) Adults are so hard to please, esp those we are so over protective and conservative. |
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